Fratrice and Hearing from God

 

Phoenix, Arizona

It is with sadness that I read the account of the young man that took the life of his wife and two daughters over the weekend.

He let the third live as she reminds him more of himself than the older two; whose ways were more reminiscent of his wife.

 

Abrahamic Religion

Interestingly enough killing one own’s family member is the first account of murder accounted for in Abrahamic religion.

Documented in Wikipedia :-
Link

The Abrahamic religions recognizes the biblical account of Cain and Abel, this fratricide was the first type of murder to be committed.

In the mythology of ancient Rome, the city is founded as the result of a fratricide, when the twins Romulus and Remus quarrel over who has the favor of the gods and over each other’s plans to build Rome, and Romulus becomes Rome’s first king and namesake after killing his brother.

Hearing from God

He told detectives during an interview that he believed “in God’s eyes it was all right for him to deal with someone in this manner who had been involved in adultery or an extramarital affair,” Sgt. Tommy Thompson said.

 

Better Job

I think within the faith community we have to do a far better job of separating physiological self from God.

Lord is patient ( 2nd Peter 3:9 )

The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.
( Link )

Lord Longs to be Gracious

Therefore the LORD longs to be gracious to you;
( Isaiah 30:18 )

The NIV says that he is more than gracious. He longs for it.
He rises up to extend graciousness.

Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you;
    therefore he will rise up to show you compassion.
For the Lord is a God of justice.
    Blessed are all who wait for him!

NKJV talks about him waiting to ensure graciousness….

Therefore the Lord will wait, that He may be gracious to you;
And therefore He will be exalted, that He may have mercy on you.

Brenton Septuagint Translation admonishes to stay upon him :-

And the Lord will again wait, that he may pity you, and will therefore be exalted that he may have mercy upon you: because the Lord your God is a judge: blessed are they that stay themselves upon him.

Waitingness

Ezekiah

Then I came to them of the captivity at Telabib, that dwelt by the river of Chebar, and I sat where they sat, and remained there astonished among them seven days.
( Ezekiel 3:15 )

Yet if thou warn the wicked, and he turn not from his wickedness, nor from his wicked way, he shall die in his iniquity; but thou hast delivered thy soul.
( Ezekiel 3:19 )

Again, When a righteous man doth turn from his righteousness, and commit iniquity, and I lay a stumbling block before him, because thou hast not given him warning, he shall die in his sin, and his righteousness which he hath done shall not be remembered; but his blood will I require at thine hand.
( Ezekiel 3:20 )

Then the spirit entered into me, and set me upon my feet, and spake with me, and said unto me, Go, shut thyself within thine house.
( Ezekiel 3:24 )

Jeremiah

Then Jeremiah the prophet said unto them, I have heard you; behold, I will pray unto the LORD your God according to your words; and it shall come to pass, that whatsoever thing the LORD shall answer you, I will declare it unto you; I will keep nothing back from you.
( Jeremiah 42:4 )

And it came to pass after ten days, that the word of the LORD came unto Jeremiah.
( Jeremiah 42:7 )

And said unto them, Thus saith the LORD, the God of Israel, unto whom ye sent me to present your supplication before him;
( Jeremiah 42:9 )

If ye will still abide in this land, then will I build you, and not pull you down, and I will plant you, and not pluck you up: for I repent me of the evil that I have done unto you.
( Jeremiah 42:10 )

 

Nipsey Hussle – Home Going

 

Videos

  1. CBS News
    • Lauren London gives emotional tribute to Nipsey Hussle
      • Profile
        • Actress Lauren London spoke at the memorial service for her longtime boyfriend, rapper Nipsey Hussle. The service took place at the Staples Center in Los Angeles.
        • Videos
          • Video #1
            Channel :- CBS News
            Published on Apr 11, 2019
            Link
  2. kavine jadore
    • Lauren London and NIPSEY HUSTLE ‘S KIDS AT THE FUNERAL
      • Profile
        • What heaven is like
        • In the morning, he will say Respect
      • Videos
        • Video #1
          Channel :- kavine jadore
          Published on Apr 11, 2019
          Link
  3. TOO BLAKK TOO STRONG MEGA-BLAST
    • Samiel Asghedom Speaks about His Brother Nipsey Hussle at Memorial
      • Profile
      • Videos
        • Video #1
          Channel :- TOO BLAKK TOO STRONG MEGA-BLAST
          Published on Apr 11, 2019
          Link

In depth

Lauren London gives emotional tribute to Nipsey Hussle

  1. Text Message from 2016-Jan
    • “Ermias, I’m in bed with you while you’re sleeping and I wanted to tell u something. I want you to know I feel real Joy in my heart when I’m around you. I feel safe around you. Protected. Like a shield over me when you’re around. I am totally myself with you (which is prob why I’m annoying) because I don’t wear a cool mask anymore lol.”
    • She continued, “You’ve made me into more of a woman. You’ve given me an opportunity to really love a man. You’ve been with me while I’ve been sick. Through my fears. U have encouraged me and inspired me to reach higher. I’ve learned so much more about myself with you. You’ve been my turn up and my church. I wouldn’t want to go thru this journey with anyone but you. I look up to you in a lot of ways and strive to educate myself more like you have. And when we’re at odds…. I feel defeated and sad, knowing we are so much better than that.”
  2. Memorial ( Link )
    • Self Taught
      • I’ve never felt this type of pain before but it lets me know that God is alive. His soul was majestic and he was the strongest man I’ve ever knew. He was a gentle father, a patient leader and a divine light, he was brilliant. He researched everything, completely self-taught and constantly speaking knowledge. He would go to bed and listen to these audiobooks in his headphones and I would tease him but I really thought that was the coolest shit ever about it.
    • Morning
      • In the morning when he’d wake up, he’s played music for the kids, light his sage and burn it around the house to make sure our energy going outside would be uplifted and can handle the say. My pain is for my 2-year-old who won’t probably remember how much his dad loved him. This is something I don’t really understand but Ermias used to say that you can’t possess people, you experience them and I’m so honored and blessed that I got to experience such a man.
    • Testing
      • The game is gonna test you, never fold. Stay ten toes down. It’s not on you, it’s in you and what’s in you, they cannot take away and he’s in all of us.
    • Love for LA and their everlasting bond.
      • “To Ermias, the love of my life, you know what it is. Grief is the final act of love,” she said. “My heart hears you. I feel you everywhere. I’m so grateful that I had you. I love you beyond this earth. And until we meet again, the Marathon Continues.”

Samiel Asghedom Speaks about His Brother Nipsey Hussle at Memorial

  1. If I die today, I made the set proud
  2. Legit
    • Became a teenage
    • Saw the route he was going
      • Did as much as he was doing, keep him out of the streets
    • Music
      • The Only thing we may be able to do, is may be get this music thing going
      • Only Avenue he wanted to move forward
      • Match him with
      • See where he took it
    • Wants
      • I wanted to see if we could make something legit
      • Something legit for us to attach ourselves to
      • He ended up doing it
      • Giving us something
  3. Heartbreaking
    • After
      • After all this, bro, “go out like this”
      • It doesn’t make sense
      • fas not around to see the music go through
      • Couldn’t undo it
    • No Understanding
      • No Understanding to what I thought I understand
      • Something pass this
    • Last Thing
      • Proud of Bro
      • Wanted other people to go
      • Bring it back
      • Inspiring
      • So many plans
      • Lot
        • Brought the Lot, don’t know how we did it
        • Went through with the police
        • 30 day notice
          • Kicking us out
          • District Attorney
            • DA told police
        • Buy the lot
          • Instead of kicking us out, we can sell you the lot
        • JP
          • Close and get the lot
  4. Victory Lap
    • Get money and leave
    • No clue on what he is going to do
    • Heart and Soul on Kinshaw and Clauson
  5. Talk About Dying
    • Asghedom also said the two used to talk about death.
    • “We don’t know if we’re going to go at 80, 60, 30. Or 20,” he recalled, his voice finding power. “The one thing is that when you go, you go the right way. You stand up for what you believe in. You put your money where your mouth is. And you never fold. Never let the pressure sway you from doing what you want to do. Never let the politics stop you from coming around and staying around. And I hope everyone knows that’s what bro did. Bro stayed and he died on Crenshaw and Slauson.”
  6. Something Pass this
    • Three years older than Hussle, Asghedom was so clearly heartbroken that there was a question of whether he could deliver the entire speech. Asghedom gripped the microphone tightly in his right hand and stared downward, his voice often cracking in emotion. But his long silences were all the more powerful as Asghedom conveyed he was still dealing with the senseless shooting death and hoped something good could come from the tragedy.
    • “It changed everything I thought I understood,” he said. “Gotta be something past this for bro to go out like that.”
  7. Leaving Nothing Out
    • Before he left the stage, Asghedom said, I love him. And I hope I didn’t leave anything out man.
    • The roaring crowd made it clear he had not.

In Passing

Some people you will only experience through the love of others.

Nipsey Hussle

Background

Days of listening to Rap is way behind me.

No radio and no mixtapes counting on years now.

And, so it is no surprise never heard of Nipsey.

Videos

Man Himself

  1. Nipsey Hussle – Crenshaw and Slauson (True Story)
    • Videos
      • Video #1
        Channel :- Nipsey Hussle
        Published On :- 2017-Oct-15th
        Link

Memorize

  1. Daylyt
    • Videos
      • Daylyt on Nipsey Hussle
        Published On :- 2019-April-5th
        Link
  2. DL Hughley: RIP Nipsey Hussle
    • Videos
      • DL Hughley: RIP Nipsey Hussle
        Published On :- 2019-April-2nd
        Link
  3. Lebron James
    • Videos
      • LeBron James Opens Up About Nipsey Hussle
      • Profile
        • CBSLA Sports Director Jim Hill had a chance to speak to LeBron James earlier today and LeBron got pretty emotional when talking about Nipsey Hussle and their relationship.
      • Published On :- 2019-April-5th
        Link

Community

  1. Kerry Lathan
    • Videos
      • Kerry Lathan on Getting Shot Next to Nipsey Hussle, Police Violating Parole & Facing Life
      • Profile
        • In this VladTV exclusive, Vlad spoke to Kerry Lathan – the man who was shot alongside Nipsey Hussle and ultimately arrested for a parole violation. Kerry Lathan noted that he just got out of prison after doing a 26 year-to-life sentence. Lathan also expressed frustration at why he was placed in jail in the first place and noted that he was put back into jail for coming in contact with a gang member (Nipsey Hussle). Lathan also spoke on his condition in jail and broke down his original conviction, saying he only served 24 years. Lathan detailed the moment he came in contact with Nipsey in the parking lot of the Marathon Store, and described how Nipsey, himself, and his nephew were shot. Lathan pointed out that Nipsey looked out for him when he came home, despite them only meeting a few times prior. Listen to the full interview above.
      • Published On :- 2019-April-5th
        Link

Lyrics

Nipsey Hussle – Crenshaw and Slauson (True Story)

Link

Rap niggas, they just wanna double date with you
Twitpic and show these hoes that they affiliate with you
Labels used to treatin’ rappers like a slave, nigga
Starvin’ artist, “Just be happy with your fame, nigga”
Shit changed, now it’s such a different game
All the niggas like myself is controlling everything

Was a charismatic nigga, I don’t play as much
Cause life is real when you live it in a place like us

Speaking to they soul, so they tell me I’m they favorite
Been through it myself, yeah, I know how it make you
Never let ’em judge you cuz they ain’t you
I could tell a long story or just say I’m grateful
I could tell a gang of reasons or just say I’m faithful

I’m not a rapper or a poet, I’m a poem, nigga
Always pull up in foreign that’s never loaned, nigga
Always speaking my music straight from my soul, nigga
My business partners Jewish but I’m all nigga

I been that nigga before the fame happened
That tell them hoes go get my name tatted
I love my life, y’all could hate that shit
All the smart money got they bets on me
And all them real niggas wish the best for me
All these bad bitches got some sex for me
Shout out them bad bitches getting dressed for me
They down to stand in line ’cause it’s well worth it
Pull up to my shows in Chanel purses
They jeans fit the worst but they smell perfect
Never argue with they niggas but they yell verses

 

In depth

  1. Nipsey Hussle – Crenshaw and Slauson (True Story)
    • Without having to take a chance and get some money
  2. D.L. Hughley
    • Everybody who is doing something seems to meet an unfortunate end
    • The beautiful thing about people is that when they get it, they take off
    • They are here for such a brief time, yet so impactful
    • Young men and women are losing their lives to situations
      • Documentary
      • Meeting with the Police
    • Deconstruct the value of our lives to one another
      • Start mattering more than the issues
    • Church
      • The only reason that church exists is that black mothers are there praying for these young people
      • Praying it gets better
      • I promise you it does get better
      • You take the best of us
      • The very thing you need, you take it

 

My Quick Take

You want to be disliked.  You want to be hated?

Reach for that empty middle seat.

Misunderstanding of the misunderstood.

It is always a good thing that in your memorial, they don’t talk about your talent, whom you were, but who you are.

How you got them closer to their best self; to their better ego.

He took my heart, when he said don’t worry I got you.

Having someone who is in a better place is noble.

I remember the words of  a man that I met at the laundry room a year or so ago.

Wisdom of a retiree.

Something about some people are Christians, they just don’t know it.

Always confusing the matter, didn’t know we was on the same team.

Here is to taking the time to meet and know the people here to raise and hold you.

They might not be here much longer once they are shown.

Of all the letting go, it is having to pour soil on laid down souls that breaks me.

People like to say that you never miss what you never had; but that is not all the way true.

Some people keep their light sheltered and speak in ways that is hard to understood.

Missing out on good sense; cause of what it is clothed in.

Here is to the cost they pay to steady and strengthen my feet.

Prayer

Let us continue to let the young lives live.

There is always a spot held for each of God’s creation.

It hurts to see it sit empty.

 

Dedicated

I heard Nipsey grandma in an interview talk about hoping some good come out of it; having faith.

And, so I am not out of school here.

To God be the Glory.

As always, taking without permission.

But, Daylyt I couldn’t let sit still.

Verses

  1. Stood by me in my trials
    • And I bestow on you a kingdom, just as My Father has bestowed on Me, so that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and sit on thrones
      ( Luke 22:29 )
  2. Light
    • But everything exposed by the light becomes visible—and everything that is illuminated becomes a light.
      ( Ephesians 5:13 )

 

In Closing

In closing when you are a friend of God, you give him maximum room to work in people’s lives.

You do not think too deeply into little things.

You introspectively look back at how he is working in your life; all the slow downs and put backs.

And, you think and say let him take his time; especially when he is working with young people.

 

Michael Ramsden – Evidential Spirituality

Background Text

Teaching

  1. Jesus Before the High Priest
    • John
      • Jesus answered him, “I have spoken openly to the world; I always taught in synagogues and in the temple, where all the Jews come together; and I spoke nothing in secret.
        “Why do you question Me? Question those who have heard what I spoke to them; they know what I said.”
        When He had said this, one of the officers standing nearby struck Jesus, saying, “Is that the way You answer the high priest?”
        Jesus answered him, “If I have spoken wrongly, testify of the wrong; but if rightly, why do you strike Me?” So Annas sent Him bound to Caiaphas the high priest.
        ( John 18:20-24 )
      • If I am not doing the works of My Father, then do not believe Me.
        But if I am doing them, even though you do not believe Me, believe the works themselves, so that you may know and understand that the Father is in Me, and I am in the Father.”
        ( John 10:38 )

 

Truth

  1. John
    • “I have much to say and much to judge. But the One who sent Me is truthful, and what I have heard from Him, I tell the world.”
      ( John 8:26 )

 

Good Work

  1. 2nd Timothy
    • All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.
      ( 2 Timothy 3:16-17 )

 

Denying

  1. Will and Wisdom of God
    • 2nd Timothy
      • having a form of godliness but denying its power. Turn away from such as these!
        They are the kind who worm their way into household
        ( 2nd Timothy 3:5 )

Videos

  1. Michael Ramsden – Evidential Spirituality
    Link

Juanita Bynum – The Spirit of Jezebel

 

Videos

  1. Juanita Bynum -Exposing The Spirit of Jezebel
    • Videos
      • Video #1
        Channel :- Babatunde Aramide
        Published On :- 2015-Dec-29th
        Link

In depth

Juanita Bynum -Exposing The Spirit of Jezebel

  1. Do not be deceived
    • Do not be deceived when you see they can get up and worship
    • But, you see something else in their character
  2. Demons
    • Demon has to camouflage itself
    • Demons speak in tongues and they tremble
    • But, they do not know righteousness
    • It is my righteousness that reveals whether the Spirit that I have in me, is real or not
  3. Jesus & Samaria  ( Segment 40 )
    • The woman soon realized that Jesus did not go to Samaria for water
    • He went to Samaria to restore the Power of Worship
    • Taken worship “out of a place” and placing “worship in a Spirit
  4. If you want to help us
    • Start living right
    • Jezebel is a descendant  out of Asherah off Spirit
    • Multi-dimensional
      • Originator is a male
      • But, usually operates out of a woman flesh
    • Spirit of Balaam
    • In the Temple
      • Enlarged
  5. Prophetess
    • Baal was of the sun Goddess
    • Asherah was a moon Goddess
    • Reach into the Second Heaven to get information
    • Second Heaven can get you the right information
    • But, not destiny
  6. Promotion
    • He offers up information to you what you think you already have
    • That becomes your confirmation
    • And, that strengthens that daemon in you
  7. Age to Age
    • Age to Age all the way to Ahab
  8. Idleness
    • When you do not do God’s will, you open yourself up that Spirit
    • Jezebel did not take over anything, it is relinquished authority
    • Ahab gave up that authority
    • When God says pray, and you choose not to
  9. Preach
    • When God says preach
    • And, you say No
    • The spirit of Baal is obligated to give you a new assignment
  10. Church
    • The Church is chaotic
    • Pick up the desire of the man of God
      • Checks out every person in the Church
      • And, places them in position
    • Discredit everybody that you have placed trust in
  11. Spirit of Jezebel
    • The Spirit of Jezebel will keep you going after stuff
    • Ahab Kingdom came down because of stuff
    • When Spirit picks up that you do not wait on God
      • You want that land
      • I will get it for you
    • Will only serve what it can completely take over
    • A lying Spirit
  12. Hide yourself in God
  13. Lying Spirit
    • A Spirit that knows how to lie
    • It does not want to be found out
    • It plays the middle
    • Answer in the grey area
      • If you catch it in the truth, it will say that is not what I meant
      • If you catch it in a lie, it will say that is not what I meant
    • It does not repent even when confronted with the truth
    • Preferences
      • Refined Qualities
      • Deceiver
  14. Prophetic
    • God is not going to send somebody to come prophecy for you
    • It is to confirm what God has already given you
  15. Prophetic Words
    • Words
      • Your brother
        • No, I don’t have a brother
      • Your Sister
        • The Lord said he is going to get her off of crack
        • Oh No, she died last year
    • If you come to me again, I am going to tell the Pastor
  16. Put them out of Church
    • The Bible said if you got someone unruly and is trying to usurp authority in the church, to mock him
    • I heard you put someone out of Church
      • The bible said to put him out

 

Thamo Naidoo – The Mantle of Changing Season – Series 02 – Part 4

Videos

  • Part 4
    • Video #1
      Channel :- ApostolicGate  Media
      Published On:- 2017-March-27th
      Link
  • Part 5
    • Video #1
      Channel :- ApostolicGate  Media
      Published On:- 2017-March-27th
      Link
  • Part 6
    • Video #1
      Channel :- ApostolicGate  Media
      Published On:- 2017-March-27th
      Link

 

In depth

Part 4

  1. Pray in tongues
    • Spiritual Stamina
      • Praying in tongue
      • Binding Spirit
  2. Trust
    • Trust should not be in the land
    • Its has to be in God
  3. God waited on them
    • God waited on them to have natural death
  4. Sons
    • Ephraim
      • Joshua
  5. 40 day Assessment
    • 40 is the number of testing in God

Part 5

  1. Break the dependency mind set

 

Part 6

  1. When he saves you
    • He does not first bless you with material things
    • He teaches you how to attach to him