Danny Boy from Death Row


Danny Boy shows emotions and shares vulnerability, God’s Grace, familiar spirit in these set of videos.



  1. Danny Boy on VLAD.COM
    • Videos
      • YouTube
        • Danny Boy Sheds Tears Over Coming Out & Not Wanting His Sons to Be Gay
          Channel :- djvlad
          Published On :- 2016-May-14th
        • Danny Boy: I Semi-Feel Sorry for Suge Knight, That Jail Cell Must Feel Small
          Channel :- djvlad
          Published On :- 2016-May-10th
        • Danny Boy: Michel’le Was a Hoe, Devil & Drunk During Death Row Days
        • Danny Boy Calls Suge a “Crook” & Not Getting Paid For 2Pac Songs
          Danny Boy has made it clear to VladTV that he’s had problems with some members of the Death Row family, one in particular, Michel’le. In this interview with DJ Vlad, Danny Boy digs into his financial problems, why he thinks Suge Knight “is a big crook,” and his fall out with Tupac’s mother, Afeni Shakur.
          Channel :- djvlad
          Published On :- 2016-May-10th



Danny Boy Sheds Tears Over Coming Out & Not Wanting His Sons to Be Gay

  1. Homelessness
    • Sleeping in a car
    • Washed up at LA fitness
  2. Coming out
    • Announcing something that happened in my life
  3. Why I came out
    • People started seeing me as a monster
    • Sharing is harder as a father
      • Easier for mothers, but when Dad shares it is harder
  4. Church
    • Leading praise and worship at Church
    • The messages sent to me by Church people probably killed me more than anything
  5. Boyfriend
    • Familiar Spirit
    • His father killed self
    • Smoking at work
      • Off work, smoking blunt
      • Dropped table on someone’s feet
    • Prayed with him
      • To him “You have the right person now
      • And, so begun to pray with him
    • Vowing
      • Love against suicide
      • Vowed that if I can help somebody
      • People are hurting
      • His dying birth something in me
  6. Baby Mama
    • Baby Mama #1
      • Keep daughter in good Spirit
      • And, let her know this is what we are going through for now
    • Baby Mama #1
      • Bibled Out
        • Well thus says the Lord
      • Brought Shame
        • Brought shame on her in her family, in our Church, and amongst our friends
      • Son does not know
  7. Children
    • I don’t like school
    • make sure that things are in place so that we can be successful
    • Experience Life
      • I don’t want anything that will deny them from the love of a woman
      • It did not work for me, but I pray it works for them
      • Have kids
      • Who don’t want grandkids
    • Hard Lifestyle
      • It is not easy at all
      • Broke down in tears crying
      • True Man of God
        • Always tried to live my life to let than shine
        • That is how I was taught
        • I do not want anything that will interfere with my music
          • I don’t want do anything that will take me away from my kinships
            • From my friendships
            • In fact any …ships
            • Because kinships are made to take you places
      • I have been pushed away from music for so long
      • I don’t want anything that will take me away from my music
      • Because it is looked at
        •  I am here crying like Michelle
      • It is my music
        • I take it to heart
        • And, I want it so much
      • People say
        • People say you had a chance
        • But, you should have kept that to yourself
        • keep it in the closet
        • hard being you
        • Honest people rather have you lie, take a lie from you
      • All that comes with it
        • It is not accepted
        • What comes with being gay especially in the black community
        • Get a lot of inboxes and threats
        • Does not define who I am
          • I am still a man
          • I grew up in Church
          • I am well rounded
          • I have common sense
          • I treat people well
          • I know people from all walks of life
            • Police
            • Politicians
            • Killers
        • I was not scared then, and I am not scared now
        • I fear for my kids
        • They could not say anything about me about it
        • I can cook, sing, and defend myself
          • Those are three things I know I can do
        • Sex is what
          • Sex is 10, 20, 30 minutes
          • I have 20 hours outside of each day
        • What defines me
          • My Music
          • My Spirit
    • Insecurities
      • On Instagram
        • Posted
          • What If the woman of my dream is out there, and I am here messing around with this gay …
        • Basis
          • I was going through a rough patch
          • And, I wanted the person I am with to be jealous
        • Perception
          • In the gay lifestyle, when people know you have been with a woman, they have insecurities that you could go back and start being with women


Danny Boy: I Semi-Feel Sorry for Suge Knight, That Jail Cell Must Feel Small

  1. About Suge been in jail
    • Sorry
      • Sorry for the family
      • Sorry for the parents and his sisters
      • Sorry for the kids
    • Small Room
      • The room must feel smaller
      • The room is got to feel like it is a small room to see everyone else going on with their lives
    • God’s Providence
      • I have always felt that God will place me in a position to help him
      • Now he is in jail, now he is in a position where he needs the help
    • Helped
      • Helped so many people
    • Experience
      • He has to experience
      • Pray that his health is well
    • Thomas Tusser
      • A fool and his money will soon part
    • The bible says
      • You reap what you sow ( Galatians 6:7 )
  2. Suge and Dr. Dre
    • He felt he had the ball in his hands
    • He thought he was winning
  3. Dre
    • He seen faster what it took everyone to seen
    • He left with nothing
    • Incredible Faith
    • Suge punked him
    • It saved his life
    • He was about his music
    • I was riding behind Suge
    • Be a good steward
    • Dre got it
    • Let them have it
    • He left his bitch and his money
  4. Suge Knight killing someone
    • What the hell are you doing
    • Have you lost your damn mind
    • When he got knocked out
    • God is with you
    • I got it DB, I know
    • I had to reach into his Spirit
    • You burnt bridges

Moral Courage



  1. Omeleto
    • Prison inmates were put in a room with nothing but a camera. I didn’t expect them to be so real.
      • Channel :- Omeleto
        Published On :- 2017-Jan-22nd
      • Location :- Sing Sing Correctional Facility
      • Participants
        • GodFather III
          • Tremain
        • Lawrence Bartley
        • Devon Rodgers
        • Tyrone Abraham
    • A homeless 7-year-old who lives on the beach shows us exactly what courage looks like.
      • Channel :- Omeleto
        Published On :- 2017-Feb-28th
    • A lonely woman shares a cab with a complete stranger… and it changes her life forever.
      • Publisher :- Channel
        Published On :- 2017-Feb-25th
    • A Czech doctor is stopped at the airport returning to America. Then, they take her to the back room.
      • Director :- Serena Dykman
      • Staring
        • Jandre Dee
      • Channel :- Omeleto
        Published On :- 2017-July-10th
    • A single guy tried to find a date the ‘old-fashioned’ way… and gets the surprise of his life.
      • Channel :- Omeleto
      • Published On :- 2017-Feb-12th
    • This boy killed himself because of this text. When I saw what it read, I was shattered.
      • Channel :- Omeleto
        Published On :- 2017-Feb-17th
    • A woman goes to a coffee shop to tell him that he got her pregnant. Then, she questions everything.
      • Channel :- Omeleto
        Published On :- 2017-Oct-17th
  2. Khalil A. Cumberbatch
    • I Went To Prison And My Dad Never Called. Now I’m Calling Him. | MORAL COURAGE EP. 35
      • My entire incarceration I never received one letter, or a visit, or a call from my father. This video follows my journey to reconnect with him in a meaningful way.
        Published On :- 2015-Oct-5th




Prison inmates were put in a room with nothing but a camera. I didn’t expect them to be so real.





Prison inmates were put in a room with nothing but a camera. I didn’t expect them to be so real.

Tyrone Abraham

  1. You could be the bad thing that happens to somebody.
  2. Think about that
  3. There could be a family, there is a child, a father, a mother and they come here
  4. To build a better life and they say to themseleves
  5. If I am careful … I could build a better life
  6. If I am careful … I could reach this good thing
  7. As long as nothing bad bad happens
  8. And, then I happen to them
  9. Do you want to be the bad?

This boy killed himself because of this text. When I saw what it read, I was shattered.

  1. I will take him anyway that I can have him

The Loving Decision


June 13th, 2017

50 years ago [ today ], the U.S. Supreme Court ruled in favor of Loving — Mildred and Richard Loving, who successfully sued the state of Virginia, forcing it to recognize their interracial marriage. That landmark case overturned laws against interracial marriages all across the country.



  1. The { } And
    • Chamika and Khalil Cumberbatch
      • Formerly Incarcerated Father Opens Up to Daughter | {THE AND} Mia & Khalil
        Mia & Khalil, a father and daughter separated for years by the federal prison system, discuss the hardship that has defined their relationship. 9 year old Mia bravely opens up about what it meant that her father was incarcerated, and Khalil, now a criminal justice reform activist at JustLeadershipUSA, can only admire how strong his daughter has become.

        • Videos
          • Smaller Clip
            Published On :- 2017-Oct-4th
          • Full
            Published On :- 2016-Oct-10th
      • The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention
        • Video
          • The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention (Part 1)
            A Guyanese transplant to New York, Khalil came of age as an inmate in maximum security facilities during his twenties. After his release, he dedicated his life to education, social justice and his family, only to be taken away by immigration detention, and possibly deported after 25 years in the United States.
          • The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention (Part 2)
            Following his session of The Window, Khalil, was at a loss of words processing the amount of love and support his family and friends showed him during their reflections of his struggle in Immigration Detention. Here is what he finally said about the eye-opening experience.
      • I Went To Prison And My Dad Never Called. Now I’m Calling Him. | MORAL COURAGE EP. 35
        • Channel :- MoralCourageChannel
          Published On :- 2015-Oct-5th
          My entire incarceration I never received one letter, or a visit, or a call from my father. This video follows my journey to reconnect with him in a meaningful way.
    • How Will We Raise A Biracial Kid? | {THE AND} Keisha & Andrew
      Keisha & Andrew are back with {THE AND} after a year, still laughing with and at each other. But things get real as they confront their fears of the future, like having a biracial child in the #BlackLivesMatter era (Part 1 of 2) | Watch Part 2: http://bit.ly/KeishaAndrew2
      Publisher :- The Skin Deep
    • Wrongly Arrested At 16 | {THE AND} David & Adama
      David & Adama, friends through the hardest of times, look how far they’ve taken their unlikely pairing since they first met. Adama, wrongfully imprisoned by the US government at age 16, wonders if American society will ever truly be comfortable with her religion, and David admits that his proudest moment in life wouldn’t have come to pass without her.
      Published On :- 2017-May-17th
    • {THE AND} Francesca & Azzah
      • {THE AND} Francesca & Azzah | Being Muslim in America is Hard Sometimes
        Francesca & Azzah, close friends and recent graduates, discuss the shifting social climate in the United States and its impact on their friendship. Azzah shares growing concerns about her identity as an immigrant and Muslim woman to Francesca, who relied deeply on Azzah during the rough patches in her life. Filmed in July 2016, this dialogue between two young women of color is more relevant now than ever.
        Publisher :- The Skin Deep
        Published On :- 2017-Feb-8th
  2. The Loving Decision
    • We Talk to Interracial Couples 50 Years After Loving v. Virginia (HBO)
      Published On :- 2013-Oct-26th
    • Features
      • Former Secretary of Defense William Cohen & Janey Langhart Cohen
      • Vaughn J. Buffalo and Gail Russell Buffalo
      • Enroll McDonald and Klara Glowczewska
      • Rev. John Janka and Rev. Jacqui Lewis
      • Chris Connolly and Joy Connolly
  3. Amanda Roman Leak, Ryan Leak
    • The Surprise Wedding ( Shorter Version )
      Station :- Amanda Roman Leak
      Published On :- 2013-Oct-26th
    • The Surprise Wedding
      On June 7, 2013, Ryan Leak proposed to his girlfriend. Her dream was to get engaged and married on the same day, and so later on that night… He had planned her surprise dream wedding. We have always talked about what we want our special day to be about. And for us, we want it to be about something bigger than ourselves. Recently, we were moved by an organization called A21 who fights sex trafficking all over the world. And so the idea for this day was: There’s 27 million girls caught in sex slavery, and every single one of them deserves their own dream wedding. And so we asked all of our guest at the wedding to give to A21 instead of getting us traditional wedding presents. If you’d like to learn more about A21 and join our guest in giving, go to: http://bit.ly/1g7zrye
    • Viral Video Newlyweds Credit as Inspiration
    • Chasing Failure
  4. Adanna & David
    • OUR WEDDING VIDEO | AdannaDavid
      Hi guys, the video from our wedding is finally up. We hope you enjoy watching it as much as we enjoyed the day! Love, Adanna & David Check out our ‘Bei-de’ Jewellery collection: https://stilnest.com/adanna-david
      Published On :- 2014-Nov-29th
    • Adanna & David dancing to Afrobeats
      Published On :- 2017-Jan-17th
    • Adanna & Adamma
      • MEET MY TWIN SISTER – TWIN TAG | AdannaDavid
        A lot of you have requested for me to do a ‘Twin Tag’ while my twin sister was visiting.
        Published On :- 2016-March-13th
  5. Ruffine & Nicolas Delfosse
    • Opening Wedding Dance – Ruffine & Nicolas (Etta James – covered by Beyoncé, Bracket, P-Square)
      Published On :- 2015-Sept-5th
  6. Thirty Minutes After Watching this Proposal Video and We’re Still Sobbing.
    • Thirty Minutes After Watching this Proposal Video and We’re Still Sobbing.
      Publisher :- How he asked.com
      Published On :- 2016-Nov-7th
  7. Cedric Thompson Jr and Charlotte Paguyo
    • An NFL Players Heartwarming Proposal: A Love Story
      Thank you Ced and Charlotte for letting me be apart of this beautiful moment. “An NFL Players Heartwarming Proposal: A Love Story”
  8. Love Without Borders
    • Love Without Borders – Season 1 – Episode 1
      In celebration of the 50th anniversary of the Loving v. Virginia decision, we gathered eight multicultural couples to talk about their experiences in America.
      Published On :- 2017-April-27th
    • Love Without Borders – Season 1 – Episode 4
      Multiethnic Couples Talk About Their Weddings | Love Without Borders S1 EP4 | BRIDES
    • Love Without Borders – Season 1 – Episode 5
      The One Thing You Should Never Say to Multicultural Couples | Love Without Borders S1 EP5 | BRIDES
      Published On :- 2017-April-27th
  9. Christopher M. Harris & Britt Harris
    • Stories
      • After US Army Specialist Christopher M. Harris was killed in Afghanistan, his wife Britt asked his fellow soldiers to reveal the gender of their unborn child
    • Participants
      • Christopher M. Harris
      • Britt Harris
    • Videos
      • Troops reveal gender of fallen soldier’s baby
    • Dates
      • Deceased :- August 2nd, 2017
  10. Crystal and Joseph
    • Crystal and Joseph were married at Sheraton Columbia Town Center Hotel in Columbia, Maryland.
    • Wedding Blog ( Link )
    • Stories
      • Groom cries as Bride walks down the Aisle {Crystal and Joseph}
    • Participants
      • Crystal
      • Joseph
    • Videos
      • Groom cries as Bride walks down the Aisle {Crystal and Joseph}
        Dates Published :- 2017-June-24th



The { } And

Wrongly Arrested At 16 | {THE AND} David & Adama

  1. Adama
    • Koran
      • After every hardship there is ease
      • Black, Woman, and Muslim
      • I have to go pass those strikes
  2. David
    • Adama granted Asylum

Khalil, Chamika, Mia Cumberbatch

The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention (Part 2)

  1. Did not want to call him father
    • I was fearful that if I gave him that title, he wouldn’t live up to it
    • But, the reality is that he has done that and so much more
  2. Brother
    • Met each other in a very dark, a very dark place
    • We did not have anything to offer each other, but friendship
    • But, he took that
    • And, we have both survived it, because of the camaraderie that we have
  3. Fatherhood
    • Change my legacy
    • Change my legacy about Prisonhood
    • Coming closer to that goal
  4. Friendship
    • Dickson
      • Believe in me, even when I did not believe in myself
  5. Friendship
    • Seeds
      • Support
      • Criticism
      • Inspiration
    • Becoming
      • Husband
      • Father
      • Advocate
    • Mirroring
      • Joy
      • Inspiration
      • Gratitude

Formerly Incarcerated Father Opens Up to Daughter | {THE AND} Mia & Khalil

  1. Mia
    • What scares you the most
  2. Khalil
    • I will look back on my life and wish I was a great parent
  3. Mia
    • There is no change to make you a great parent, you are actually a great parent




There are many pledges we make in our lives.

One of the wives featured in the HBO documentary, “We Talk to Interracial Couples 50 Years After Loving v. Virginia (HBO)”, said “Being married to John keeps me accountable. I cannot do they…They are.  I wake up to this guy.  My husband.

Here is hoping you have set some traps in your life that forbade you from Saying They, and even more Lividly Living against “They”.


Nabeel & Michelle Qureshi – “The Wind and the Waves still know his name”


Michelle Qureshi


The Wind and the Waves still know his name

You cannot walk this alone

Nabeel Qureshi

He is sovereign and I love him


Hazem Farraj

God has not changed




  1. Nabeel Qureshi
    • God is a God of Love
      Nabeel’s word from a video made by Nabeel Qureshi’s great friend, David Wood
      Published On :- 2017-Sept-26th
    • His Prayer before passing away
      Channel :- CBN News
      Published :- 2017-Sept-18th
    • NABEEL QURESHI (1983-2017) – VLOG IN 4 Minutes
      Channel :- Natha
      Published :- 2017-Sept-18th
    • Vlog 24 – Ayah and Mark Mittelberg
      In this unnecessarily emotional video, I discuss some thoughts that arose after the visit of my good friend Mark Mittelberg and give you a quick glimpse of my daughter Ayah
      Channel :- NQ Ministries
      Published :- 2017-April-13th
  2. Michelle Qureshi
    • Vlog 30 – Michelle’s Thoughts and Advice
      In this video I ask my bride Michelle some questions about this season of life, and some thoughts to share with others going through similar situations.
      Published On :- 2017-May-23rd
    • Vlog 44 – A More Glorious End
      Published On :- 2017-Sept-26th
  3. Amir Yunas
    • A Tribute to Nabeel Qureshi
      Nabeels Life summarized by his true childhood friend. I Don’t promote the teachings of Nabeel whatsoever, however, this is childhood friend, and I feel sad, so I shared my heart. NOTE: Please turn ON subtitles to get a translation to the Arabic Poetry. At the end of my few words is a photo tribute to Nabeel’s Life and the translation to the Arabic Poem.
      Published On :- 2017-Sept-18th

  4. Nabeel’s Dad
    • Vlog 33 – A Very Special Guest: My Dad!
      In this Vlog I introduce my Abba, give a clarification on my shirt, and an update on my health 🙂 Immunotherapy on Monday!
      Published On :- 2017-June-9th
  5. Ravi Zacharias
    • Ravi Zacharias Eulogy at Nabeel Qureshi’s Funeral
      Published On :- 2017-Sept-21st



  1. Daniel Adeniji
    • Nabeel & Michelle Qureshi

The Fifth Estate


About the fifth estate : For four decades the fifth estate has been Canada’s premier investigative documentary program. Hosts Bob McKeown, Gillian Findlay and Mark Kelley continue a tradition of provocative and fearless journalism. the fifth estate brings in-depth investigations that matter to Canadians – delivering a dazzling parade of political leaders, controversial characters and ordinary people whose lives were touched by triumph or tragedy.



  1. Russell Williams – Above Suspicion – the fifth estate
    • Participants
      • Mary Elizabeth ( Spouse )
      • Larry Jones ( Neighbor )
      • Jeff Farquhar ( College Roommate )
    • Bio
      • He piloted prime ministers and royalty and later commanded our country’s largest air force base in Trenton, Ont. Today, Colonel Russell Williams sits in a prison cell convicted of multiple charges including two murders, sexual assaults and dozens of break and enters. This unbelievable story has captured the country’s attention and left people asking the same simple questions: What really happened? Who is the man behind the headlines? To answer these questions, the team from the fifth estate conducted an exhaustive journalistic investigation over many months as they chased down a multitude of leads, knocked on countless doors and asked many difficult questions of the people who agreed to talk. In exclusive interviews with those who know him best, host Bob McKeown reveals, in intricate detail, the story of Colonel Russell Williams — career military man, respected community leader, husband and, now, convicted murderer.
        Original airdate : September 24th, 2010
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Russell Williams – Above Suspicion – the fifth estate
          Published On :- 2015-Sept-5th
        • Russell Williams – The Confession – the fifth estate
          Bob McKeown deconstructs the interrogation and shocking confession of Russell Williams. From his initial denial to the full declaration of guilt, the fifth estate deciphers one of the most compelling and distressing confessions in Canadian criminal history with the help of people who know the art of interrogation better than anyone else. For many months, the fifth estate has been following the story of Russell Williams and now is able to piece it together from the early clues to the final confession.
          Published on :- 2014-Sept-5th
    • Location :-
      • Canadian Forces Base ( CFB Military Base )
        Tweed, Ontario
  2. Shafia family murders : House of Shafia (2012) – the fifth estate
    A father, a mother and a brother stand convicted of the first-degree murders of four women found drowned in a submerged car in a Kingston, Ont. canal — the so-called “honour killing” that has shocked a nation. But so many questions still remain.

    • Videos
      • YouTube
        Published on :- 2016-June-27th
  3. The Life and Death of Abdinasir Dirie (2010) – the fifth estate
    In the 1990s, Abdinasir Dirie’s parents fled civil war in Somalia for the apparent peace and safety of Canada. Years later, G Baby, as his family called him, made his own way from the rough streets of Toronto’s Jamestown Crescent neighbourhood to the oilfields of Alberta looking for riches and good fortune. There, he died and his murder remains unsolved, like so many other murders of young Somali-Canadians. The extra twist in this case: some members of his family are convinced they know who committed the crime.Hear from the family of Abdinasir Dirie as the fifth estate explores the searing pain of their struggle and peels back the layers of a story even more complicated than anyone originally expected.

    • Videos
  4. Jassi Sidhu Murder
    • Chronicle
      • 2017-09-08
        • Sept 8, 2017 : A B.C. woman and her brother, accused of masterminding the murder of her 25-year-old Jassi Sidhu, should be extradited to India to face justice, the Supreme Court of Canada has ruled.
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Jassi Sidhu murder : Escape from Justice (2012) – The Fifth Estate
  5. Murder in Cottage Country – The Fifth Estate
    • Added On :- 2017-Sept-20th
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Murder in Cottage Country – The Fifth Estate
          It’s a dark tale of people vanishing, mystery, and suspicion of murder: Nearly two decades ago in a secluded part of Ontario’s cottage country, four elderly people disappeared without a trace. Police spent years searching for bodies, clues and answers. To this day, the seniors have never been found — and no one has been held accountable for their disappearance. Now, in a joint investigation with The Walrus magazine, The Fifth Estate uncovers long-secret police documents and new details about the people who went missing, the suspects police had in their sights and clues to what may have happened.
          Published On :- 2017-Sept-15th



Russell Williams

Russell Williams – Above Suspicion – the fifth estate

  • Psychology
    • Unpredictability of Human Behavior
    • Under Radar
    • Under cover of darkness
  • Timeline
    • 15 Years Old
      • January 2009
    • 2008 thru 2009
      • 34 similar breakings
    • Ottawa
      • Peculiar in nature
  • Commanding Officer at CFB Trenton
    • Qualification for position
      • Good with people
        • Good as a leader of people
      • Good with Administration
      • Good with the media
      • Good with the public
  • Breakdown
    • Suicide Attempt
    • Psychological World broken down

Russell Williams – The Confession – the fifth estate

  1.  Conversation
    • It is hard to believe this is happening
    • What are you struggling with
    • Struggling with how upset my life is right now

Spiritually Receivedth


Thanks for our time yesterday
A nice planned dinner at your favorite, Benihana

The table was set so well…

From the couple right besides with their young daughter
To the young couple that just moved here from Sweden after spending a couple of years in Denmark


And, the men sited on another table, that we chatted with as we waited on a packed dineout Saturday evening
I couldn’t help it, as they were decently dressed in matching European Apparel
Later find out they are were Irish Men


I know it is a good dinner when the complaints is not about the food itself
But, my old dented car that was waiting for us outside as we emptied the restaurant
You affectionately reminded me
how more than anything you will like for me to get a new one


I am so very sorry that Instagram and text messages had to ruin our evening for us

Took the charge for a 2 Star sleep in, it is the Valley.



As a boy couldn’t wait to get to the physical
But, passed on the holding and caressing thereafter
Ended up as far as I could on the other side of the bed


I know I should have been the first to say sorry on waking up this morning
Gave me an opportunity to say so when you reminded me that I had all night to hold you, as I returned for a return affair this morning


But, pride forever gets in the way
Shallow only see things from one side


If I was a masseuse, I would try to untie you in all the knotted knobs
But, never been good at taking time
And, so I raced to God to bail me out


As I prayed to see what I am dealing with
And, what walls and hallways I was permitted to
God reminded me it wasn’t really you
But, I that needed accepting


There are things we know
There are things we are given
But, unable to accept in the present Life we live


Those things that only prayer into his being
Into his presence can be availed to us


Thanks for allowing me to receive those things that are sometimes physically there,
yet can only be spiritually received

In some ways the one left holding the bag, is the one who hoped or gave the most.

Coincidentally it is same that has to hid for the shame of having giving up so much.


Gone so far, I am Monica
Came back in the morning hoping you did not notice

When things didn’t go my way
Raced to God with a list of all things that is wrong
Thanks goodness, he has a short list
Actually a one liner
Had my name on it

Read you came to him
And, you and he and have already worked it out
And, you already fessed to me, as well

So what does Johnny come lately get
Not a lot

I just sometimes wonder about these guys who get to have a long conversation with him
All I ever get is quick rebuke
And, told to go my way


Cornerstone Verses

Romans 4:6-8
just as David proclaims the blessedness of the man to whom God credits righteousness apart from works:

“Blessed are those whose iniquities are forgiven, whose sins are covered;
Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord will never count against him.”…

Psalm 32:1-2
Blessed is He who is Forgiven

How blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, Whose sin is covered!
How blessed is the man to whom the LORD does not impute iniquity, And in whose spirit there is no deceit!…

Psalm 130:3-4
If You, LORD, should mark iniquities, O Lord, who could stand?

But there is forgiveness with You, That You may be feared.…

… For with the LORD there is lovingkindness ( Psalm 130:7 )


Habakkuk 2:4
Behold, his soul which is lifted up is not upright in him: but the just shall live by his faith.



  1. #4 Romans by Chuck Missler
    • Videos
      • YouTube
        • Channel :- NarrowPathMatt714
          Published On :- 2014-August-17th

48 Hours


Shortie and I is in a good place.

But, I don’t know if it is sanctimony, “sacrimony“, scarcity, or scaredness that has me feeling this way.



Here are some courtesy of 48 Hours wishing they could do it over again!


  1. Michael Tardio, Christopher Monson, Mark Yagalla
    • Participants:-
      • Michael Tardio
      • Christopher Monson
      • Mark Yagalla, Wall Street Investment Advisor
      • Sandy Bentley
      • Andrew Blankstein, LA Times Crime Reporter
      • Linda Kim, “Jewelry Connoisseur
      • Michael Jacobs, “Go Between”
    •  Show
      • Playing With Fire
        Published On :- 2017-July-17th
      • 48 Hours Mystery Extra Interview – Mark Yagalla on Ponzi Schemes
    • Location : Las Vegas, Nevada
  2. Forrest Hayes, Alix Tichelman
    • Participants
      • Tim Hayes
      • Alix Tichelman
      • Dean Riopelle
      • Michael Daly,
    • Video
      • Kiss of Death and the Google Exec
        Published On:- 2016-Sept-8th
      • Alix Tichelman pleads guilty, sentenced to 6 years in jail
        Tichelman smiled in court after receiving the sentence. She also apologized to Forrest Timothy Hayes’ wife and five children for his death.
        Published On:- 2015-May-19th
    • Story
      • 48 Hours
      • EXCLUSIVE: Police reveal Google executive had ‘other liaisons,’ including previous hook-ups with call girl ‘who poisoned him with heroin’ and is now linked to a second overdose death in Georgia
    • Location :-
      • Santa Cruz, CA
      • Meeting Arrangement, Las Vegas, NV
  3. Brian Randone & Felicia Tang
    • Participant
      • Felicia Tang
    •  Video
      • Dateline NBC 2017 The Preacher’s Passion
        Uploaded On :- 2017-Feb-6th
    • Story
      • Wikipedia
      • Actress Suzanne Davis: Accused Model Killer Brian Lee Randone is a Drunk and Woman-Hater
    • Date
      • Passing :- 2009
  4. 48 Hours Mystery Blood And Money 2016
    • Participants
      • Andrew Kissel
      • Robert Kissel
      • Nancy Kissel ( Nancy Keeshin – Wife of Robert Kissel)
      • Carlos Trujillo ( Driver )
      • Leonard Trujillo ( Charles’ cousin )
    •  Video
      • YouTube – Video
    • Story
      • Kissel driver pleads guilty to attempted murder
      • Milkshake Murders
  5. Jocelyn Earnest, Wesley Earnest
    • Participants
      • Jocelyn Earnest
      • Wesley Earnest
      • Shameka Wright
    •  Video
      • Youtube
        • Dateline NBC 2017 Secrets of a Marriage
          Published On :- 2017-April-14th
    • Story
      • Murdering Jocelyn Earnest: A Circumstantial Case
      • Former Chesapeake assistant principal gets life for killing wife
    • Location
      • Pine Bluff, Virginia
    • Dates
      • Deceased :- 2007-Dec-19th
      • Body Found :- 2007-Dec-20th
  6. Theresa Parker, Sam Parker
    • Participants
      • Theresa Parker
      • Sam Parker
    •  Video
      • Dateline Mystery 2017 The Secret
  7. Lesa Buchanan & Dr. Christ Koulis
    • Participants
      • Lesa Buchanan
      • Dr. Christ Koulis ( Lesa’s Boyfriend )
      • Jessie ( Lesa’s Daughter )
    • Video
      • Youtube
        • Dateline 48 Hours Mystery Addicted to Love 2016 New HD Dateline mysteries full episodes
  8. Lauren Meanza, Adriane Insogna, Leslie Mazzara
    • Participants
      • Lauren Meanza
      • Adriane Insogna
      • Leslie Mazzara
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Dateline Mystery August 2017 Nightmare In Napa ( NEW STORY )
          Published  On :- 2017-August-17th
      • CBS
    • Story
      • A surprising killer is unmasked in a double homicide
      • Copple admits guilt in double murder
    • Added On :- 2017-August-23rd
  9. Retha Stratton, Susan Davis
    • Participants
      • Retha Stratton
      • Rona Stratton Smith
      • Lisa Gabbert
      • Susan Davis
      • Laura Barnard
      • Wesley Wayne Miller
    • Videos
      • YouTube
        • Dateline Mystery : NEW STORY In August 2017 – Please WATCH!
          Published On :- 2017-August-24th
    • Stories
      • 48 Hours Dangerous Reunion 03.10.07
  10. Redemption Song on ID
    • Video
      • YouTube
        • The Murder of Natalie Antonetti
          Published On :- 2017-July-20th
  11. Ryan Poston, Shayna Hubers
    • Video
      • CBS
        • Ryan Poston Murder Part 1: Breaking Point
        • Ryan Poston Murder Part 2: Obsessed
        • Murder suspect talks and talks and talks
    • Met on Facebook
  12. Lauren Dunne Astley
    • Video
      • CBS
        • Lauren Astley remembered
          Malcolm Astley and Mary Dunne share memories of their only daughter, Lauren – who was murdered by her ex-boyfriend in a case of breakup violence.
          Published On :- October 25, 2013, 10:14 AM
      • YouTube
        • Published On :- 2017-May-2nd
  13. Bill McLaughlin, Nanette Johnston, Eric Naposki
    • Participants
      • Bill McLaughlin
      • Nanette Johnston
      • Eric Naposki
    • Date
      • Date Incident Occurred :- Dec 15th, 1994
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Dateline NBC 2016 Mystery
          • Show Title :- Murder in the OC
            Published On :- 2017-Jan-1st
    • Location :- Newport Beach, CA
  14. Allen Blackthorne, Sheila Bellush
    • Participants
      • Allen Blackthorne
      • Sheila Bellush
    •  Videos
      • ( Misplaced )
    • Date
      • Incident Date :- Nov 7th,1997
    •  Locations
      • San Antonio, Tex
      • Florida
  15. Heidt Family
    • Participants
      • Philip Heidt ( Patriarch )
      • Linda Heidt ( Matriarch )
      • Carey heidt ( Husband )
        • Robin Heidt ( Carey’s Wife )
        • Craig Heidt  ( Carey’s Older Brother)
        • Chris Heidt  ( Carey’s Brother)
    • Video
      • YouTube
        • ( Misplaced )
          Published :- 2017-July-12th
    •  Story
      • 48 Hours Mystery: Family Affair
        Published On :- 2012-July-13th
      • Craig Heidt gets two consecutive life sentences
      • Robin Heidt accused of threatening new boyfriend’s ex
    • Added On :- 2017-Sept-15th
  16. Col. Russell Williams
    • Col. Russell Williams was a top military commander trusted to fly the queen. Susan Spencer uncovers his secret life of stolen lingerie, sexual assault and murder.
    •  Participants
      • Col. Russell Williams
      • Jessica Lloyd
    • Video
      • YouTube
        • Name, Rank, Serial Rapist
          Published :- 2017-May-3rd
    •  Story
      • Russell Williams (criminal) – Wikipedia
        Published On :- 2012-July-13th
    • Author
      • Tim Appleby
        • A New Kind of Monster: The Secret Life and Chilling Crimes of Colonel Russell Williams
    • Location
      • Tweed, Canada
    • Added On :- 2017-Sept-15th
  17. Lita Sullivan
    • Participants
      • Lita Sullivan
      • James Sullivan ( Jim Sullivan )
      • Sheila Ross
      • Belinda
    •  Videos
      • 48 Hours
      • Youtube
        • Dateline Mystery : A Tale of Love (HOT) – TRUE STORY SEPTEMBER 2017 ★ Please WATCH!
        • Channel :- dateline Mysteries TV
          Published on :- 2017-August-21st
    • Location:-
      • Atlanta, GA
      • Macon, GA
      • Palm Beach, FL
  18. Michael Gargiulo
    • Participants
      • Michael Gargiulo
    • Videos
      • YouTube
        • Michael Gargiulo Hollywood Ripper
          Mislabeled :- Dateline 2017 Michael Gargiulo Hollywood Ripper | Dateline September 27, 2017
    • Stories
      • Police desperate to identify mystery woman embracing accused serial killer Michael Gargiulo in chilling pics
        Written By :- MARNIE O’NEILL
        Date Published :- NOVEMBER 6, 2015 11:19PM
  19. Mark & Julie Jensen
    • Participants
      • Brothers
        • Paul, Patrick, Mike, Larry
      • Children
        • David
        • Doug
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Mystery The Letter – MAY 19, 2017
          Channel :- The First 48 New
          Published On :- 2017-May-19th
    • Stories
      • Murder of Julie Jensen
    • Location :- Pleasant Prairie, Wisconsin


There is a lot of people looking for love and soulmates out there.

Each of us has a responsibility to do periodic inventory and see what we allow and keep in our lives.

Just being alert and aware of the various seasons of life and see where things fit and what things are meant for which season.

Which ones to starve off, which ones to pray out, and which ones to seek intercessory prayers on.

Need is not weak” – Concussion the Movie.


Help ! ( Adam Blai )


  1. Confession
    • Remove relationship with sins
  2. Living within God’s commandments
    • Understanding Urge
    • And getting to the roots
  3. Pray for closeness to God
    • Pray for grace to pray more
    • Pray for grace to come and stay closer to God
  4. Clergy Help
    • Submission
      • Deliverance – Oh God please help me out ( Deprecatory prayer )
    • Confrontation


  1. Forrest Hayes, Alix Tichelman
    • TV Show
      • Sold out a detective
      • Cheapskate
    • USA Today
      • Google exec’s sordid death fodder for ’48 Hours’
        • Turns out having a head for technology doesn’t preclude having a dark side
        • Hayes led a double life, but he’s taking a lot of his secrets to his grave,” says CBS reporter Maureen Maher
        • As for lessons learned about the world of tech, Maher adds only that “from what we heard and saw, it’s not uncommon for people in that high-stress profession to have outlets. And in some cases, you have a lot of money and have no idea how to be social.” ( Link )


Listening to Kenny Rogers, The Gambler

Music :- Link
Lyrics :- Link