The Loving Decision


June 13th, 2017

50 years ago [ today ], the U.S. Supreme Court ruled in favor of Loving — Mildred and Richard Loving, who successfully sued the state of Virginia, forcing it to recognize their interracial marriage. That landmark case overturned laws against interracial marriages all across the country.



  1. The { } And
    • Chamika and Khalil Cumberbatch
      • Formerly Incarcerated Father Opens Up to Daughter | {THE AND} Mia & Khalil
        Mia & Khalil, a father and daughter separated for years by the federal prison system, discuss the hardship that has defined their relationship. 9 year old Mia bravely opens up about what it meant that her father was incarcerated, and Khalil, now a criminal justice reform activist at JustLeadershipUSA, can only admire how strong his daughter has become.

        • Videos
          • Smaller Clip
            Published On :- 2017-Oct-4th
          • Full
            Published On :- 2016-Oct-10th
      • The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention
        • Video
          • The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention (Part 1)
            A Guyanese transplant to New York, Khalil came of age as an inmate in maximum security facilities during his twenties. After his release, he dedicated his life to education, social justice and his family, only to be taken away by immigration detention, and possibly deported after 25 years in the United States.
          • The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention (Part 2)
            Following his session of The Window, Khalil, was at a loss of words processing the amount of love and support his family and friends showed him during their reflections of his struggle in Immigration Detention. Here is what he finally said about the eye-opening experience.
    • How Will We Raise A Biracial Kid? | {THE AND} Keisha & Andrew
      Keisha & Andrew are back with {THE AND} after a year, still laughing with and at each other. But things get real as they confront their fears of the future, like having a biracial child in the #BlackLivesMatter era (Part 1 of 2) | Watch Part 2:
      Publisher :- The Skin Deep
    • Wrongly Arrested At 16 | {THE AND} David & Adama
      David & Adama, friends through the hardest of times, look how far they’ve taken their unlikely pairing since they first met. Adama, wrongfully imprisoned by the US government at age 16, wonders if American society will ever truly be comfortable with her religion, and David admits that his proudest moment in life wouldn’t have come to pass without her.
      Published On :- 2017-May-17th
    • {THE AND} Francesca & Azzah
      • {THE AND} Francesca & Azzah | Being Muslim in America is Hard Sometimes
        Francesca & Azzah, close friends and recent graduates, discuss the shifting social climate in the United States and its impact on their friendship. Azzah shares growing concerns about her identity as an immigrant and Muslim woman to Francesca, who relied deeply on Azzah during the rough patches in her life. Filmed in July 2016, this dialogue between two young women of color is more relevant now than ever.
        Publisher :- The Skin Deep
        Published On :- 2017-Feb-8th
  2. The Loving Decision
    • We Talk to Interracial Couples 50 Years After Loving v. Virginia (HBO)
      Published On :- 2013-Oct-26th
    • Features
      • Former Secretary of Defense William Cohen & Janey Langhart Cohen
      • Vaughn J. Buffalo and Gail Russell Buffalo
      • Enroll McDonald and Klara Glowczewska
      • Rev. John Janka and Rev. Jacqui Lewis
      • Chris Connolly and Joy Connolly
  3. Amanda Roman Leak, Ryan Leak
    • The Surprise Wedding ( Shorter Version )
      Station :- Amanda Roman Leak
      Published On :- 2013-Oct-26th
    • The Surprise Wedding
      On June 7, 2013, Ryan Leak proposed to his girlfriend. Her dream was to get engaged and married on the same day, and so later on that night… He had planned her surprise dream wedding. We have always talked about what we want our special day to be about. And for us, we want it to be about something bigger than ourselves. Recently, we were moved by an organization called A21 who fights sex trafficking all over the world. And so the idea for this day was: There’s 27 million girls caught in sex slavery, and every single one of them deserves their own dream wedding. And so we asked all of our guest at the wedding to give to A21 instead of getting us traditional wedding presents. If you’d like to learn more about A21 and join our guest in giving, go to:
    • Viral Video Newlyweds Credit as Inspiration
    • Chasing Failure
  4. Adanna & David
    • OUR WEDDING VIDEO | AdannaDavid
      Hi guys, the video from our wedding is finally up. We hope you enjoy watching it as much as we enjoyed the day! Love, Adanna & David Check out our ‘Bei-de’ Jewellery collection:
      Published On :- 2014-Nov-29th
    • Adanna & David dancing to Afrobeats
      Published On :- 2017-Jan-17th
    • Adanna & Adamma
      • MEET MY TWIN SISTER – TWIN TAG | AdannaDavid
        A lot of you have requested for me to do a ‘Twin Tag’ while my twin sister was visiting.
        Published On :- 2016-March-13th
  5. Ruffine & Nicolas Delfosse
    • Opening Wedding Dance – Ruffine & Nicolas (Etta James – covered by Beyoncé, Bracket, P-Square)
      Published On :- 2015-Sept-5th
  6. Thirty Minutes After Watching this Proposal Video and We’re Still Sobbing.
    • Thirty Minutes After Watching this Proposal Video and We’re Still Sobbing.
      Publisher :- How he
      Published On :- 2016-Nov-7th
  7. Cedric Thompson Jr and Charlotte Paguyo
    • An NFL Players Heartwarming Proposal: A Love Story
      Thank you Ced and Charlotte for letting me be apart of this beautiful moment. “An NFL Players Heartwarming Proposal: A Love Story”
  8. Love Without Borders
    • Love Without Borders – Season 1 – Episode 1
      In celebration of the 50th anniversary of the Loving v. Virginia decision, we gathered eight multicultural couples to talk about their experiences in America.
      Published On :- 2017-April-27th
    • Love Without Borders – Season 1 – Episode 4
      Multiethnic Couples Talk About Their Weddings | Love Without Borders S1 EP4 | BRIDES
    • Love Without Borders – Season 1 – Episode 5
      The One Thing You Should Never Say to Multicultural Couples | Love Without Borders S1 EP5 | BRIDES
      Published On :- 2017-April-27th
  9. Christopher M. Harris & Britt Harris
    • Stories
      • After US Army Specialist Christopher M. Harris was killed in Afghanistan, his wife Britt asked his fellow soldiers to reveal the gender of their unborn child
    • Participants
      • Christopher M. Harris
      • Britt Harris
    • Videos
      • Troops reveal gender of fallen soldier’s baby
    • Dates
      • Deceased :- August 2nd, 2017
  10. Crystal and Joseph
    • Crystal and Joseph were married at Sheraton Columbia Town Center Hotel in Columbia, Maryland.
    • Wedding Blog ( Link )
    • Stories
      • Groom cries as Bride walks down the Aisle {Crystal and Joseph}
    • Participants
      • Crystal
      • Joseph
    • Videos
      • Groom cries as Bride walks down the Aisle {Crystal and Joseph}
        Dates Published :- 2017-June-24th



The { } And

Wrongly Arrested At 16 | {THE AND} David & Adama

  1. Adama
    • Koran
      • After every hardship there is ease
      • Black, Woman, and Muslim
      • I have to go pass those strikes
  2. David
    • Adama granted Asylum

Khalil, Chamika, Mia Cumberbatch

The Window | Khalil – Life in Immigration Detention (Part 2)

  1. Did not want to call him father
    • I was fearful that if I gave him that title, he wouldn’t live up to it
    • But, the reality is that he has done that and so much more
  2. Brother
    • Met each other in a very dark, a very dark place
    • We did not have anything to offer each other, but friendship
    • But, he took that
    • And, we have both survived it, because of the camaraderie that we have
  3. Fatherhood
    • Change my legacy
    • Change my legacy about Prisonhood
    • Coming closer to that goal
  4. Friendship
    • Dickson
      • Believe in me, even when I did not believe in myself
  5. Friendship
    • Seeds
      • Support
      • Criticism
      • Inspiration
    • Becoming
      • Husband
      • Father
      • Advocate
    • Mirroring
      • Joy
      • Inspiration
      • Gratitude

Formerly Incarcerated Father Opens Up to Daughter | {THE AND} Mia & Khalil

  1. Mia
    • What scares you the most
  2. Khalil
    • I will look back on my life and wish I was a great parent
  3. Mia
    • There is no change to make you a great parent, you are actually a great parent




There are many pledges we make in our lives.

One of the wives featured in the HBO documentary, “We Talk to Interracial Couples 50 Years After Loving v. Virginia (HBO)”, said “Being married to John keeps me accountable. I cannot do they…They are.  I wake up to this guy.  My husband.

Here is hoping you have set some traps in your life that forbade you from Saying They, and even more Lividly Living against “They”.


The Fifth Estate


About the fifth estate : For four decades the fifth estate has been Canada’s premier investigative documentary program. Hosts Bob McKeown, Gillian Findlay and Mark Kelley continue a tradition of provocative and fearless journalism. the fifth estate brings in-depth investigations that matter to Canadians – delivering a dazzling parade of political leaders, controversial characters and ordinary people whose lives were touched by triumph or tragedy.



  1. Russell Williams – Above Suspicion – the fifth estate
    • Participants
      • Mary Elizabeth ( Spouse )
      • Larry Jones ( Neighbor )
      • Jeff Farquhar ( College Roommate )
    • Bio
      • He piloted prime ministers and royalty and later commanded our country’s largest air force base in Trenton, Ont. Today, Colonel Russell Williams sits in a prison cell convicted of multiple charges including two murders, sexual assaults and dozens of break and enters. This unbelievable story has captured the country’s attention and left people asking the same simple questions: What really happened? Who is the man behind the headlines? To answer these questions, the team from the fifth estate conducted an exhaustive journalistic investigation over many months as they chased down a multitude of leads, knocked on countless doors and asked many difficult questions of the people who agreed to talk. In exclusive interviews with those who know him best, host Bob McKeown reveals, in intricate detail, the story of Colonel Russell Williams — career military man, respected community leader, husband and, now, convicted murderer.
        Original airdate : September 24th, 2010
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Russell Williams – Above Suspicion – the fifth estate
          Published On :- 2015-Sept-5th
        • Russell Williams – The Confession – the fifth estate
          Bob McKeown deconstructs the interrogation and shocking confession of Russell Williams. From his initial denial to the full declaration of guilt, the fifth estate deciphers one of the most compelling and distressing confessions in Canadian criminal history with the help of people who know the art of interrogation better than anyone else. For many months, the fifth estate has been following the story of Russell Williams and now is able to piece it together from the early clues to the final confession.
          Published on :- 2014-Sept-5th
    • Location :-
      • Canadian Forces Base ( CFB Military Base )
        Tweed, Ontario
  2. Shafia family murders : House of Shafia (2012) – the fifth estate
    A father, a mother and a brother stand convicted of the first-degree murders of four women found drowned in a submerged car in a Kingston, Ont. canal — the so-called “honour killing” that has shocked a nation. But so many questions still remain.

    • Videos
      • YouTube
        Published on :- 2016-June-27th
  3. The Life and Death of Abdinasir Dirie (2010) – the fifth estate
    In the 1990s, Abdinasir Dirie’s parents fled civil war in Somalia for the apparent peace and safety of Canada. Years later, G Baby, as his family called him, made his own way from the rough streets of Toronto’s Jamestown Crescent neighbourhood to the oilfields of Alberta looking for riches and good fortune. There, he died and his murder remains unsolved, like so many other murders of young Somali-Canadians. The extra twist in this case: some members of his family are convinced they know who committed the crime.Hear from the family of Abdinasir Dirie as the fifth estate explores the searing pain of their struggle and peels back the layers of a story even more complicated than anyone originally expected.

    • Videos
  4. Jassi Sidhu Murder
    • Chronicle
      • 2017-09-08
        • Sept 8, 2017 : A B.C. woman and her brother, accused of masterminding the murder of her 25-year-old Jassi Sidhu, should be extradited to India to face justice, the Supreme Court of Canada has ruled.
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Jassi Sidhu murder : Escape from Justice (2012) – The Fifth Estate
  5. Murder in Cottage Country – The Fifth Estate
    • Added On :- 2017-Sept-20th
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Murder in Cottage Country – The Fifth Estate
          It’s a dark tale of people vanishing, mystery, and suspicion of murder: Nearly two decades ago in a secluded part of Ontario’s cottage country, four elderly people disappeared without a trace. Police spent years searching for bodies, clues and answers. To this day, the seniors have never been found — and no one has been held accountable for their disappearance. Now, in a joint investigation with The Walrus magazine, The Fifth Estate uncovers long-secret police documents and new details about the people who went missing, the suspects police had in their sights and clues to what may have happened.
          Published On :- 2017-Sept-15th



Russell Williams

Russell Williams – Above Suspicion – the fifth estate

  • Psychology
    • Unpredictability of Human Behavior
    • Under Radar
    • Under cover of darkness
  • Timeline
    • 15 Years Old
      • January 2009
    • 2008 thru 2009
      • 34 similar breakings
    • Ottawa
      • Peculiar in nature
  • Commanding Officer at CFB Trenton
    • Qualification for position
      • Good with people
        • Good as a leader of people
      • Good with Administration
      • Good with the media
      • Good with the public
  • Breakdown
    • Suicide Attempt
    • Psychological World broken down

Russell Williams – The Confession – the fifth estate

  1.  Conversation
    • It is hard to believe this is happening
    • What are you struggling with
    • Struggling with how upset my life is right now

48 Hours


Shortie and I is in a good place.

But, I don’t know if it is sanctimony, “sacrimony“, scarcity, or scaredness that has me feeling this way.



Here are some courtesy of 48 Hours wishing they could do it over again!


  1. Michael Tardio, Christopher Monson, Mark Yagalla
    • Participants:-
      • Michael Tardio
      • Christopher Monson
      • Mark Yagalla, Wall Street Investment Advisor
      • Sandy Bentley
      • Andrew Blankstein, LA Times Crime Reporter
      • Linda Kim, “Jewelry Connoisseur
      • Michael Jacobs, “Go Between”
    •  Show
      • Playing With Fire
        Published On :- 2017-July-17th
      • 48 Hours Mystery Extra Interview – Mark Yagalla on Ponzi Schemes
    • Location : Las Vegas, Nevada
  2. Forrest Hayes, Alix Tichelman
    • Participants
      • Tim Hayes
      • Alix Tichelman
      • Dean Riopelle
      • Michael Daly,
    • Video
      • Kiss of Death and the Google Exec
        Published On:- 2016-Sept-8th
      • Alix Tichelman pleads guilty, sentenced to 6 years in jail
        Tichelman smiled in court after receiving the sentence. She also apologized to Forrest Timothy Hayes’ wife and five children for his death.
        Published On:- 2015-May-19th
    • Story
      • 48 Hours
      • EXCLUSIVE: Police reveal Google executive had ‘other liaisons,’ including previous hook-ups with call girl ‘who poisoned him with heroin’ and is now linked to a second overdose death in Georgia
    • Location :-
      • Santa Cruz, CA
      • Meeting Arrangement, Las Vegas, NV
  3. Brian Randone & Felicia Tang
    • Participant
      • Felicia Tang
    •  Video
      • Dateline NBC 2017 The Preacher’s Passion
        Uploaded On :- 2017-Feb-6th
    • Story
      • Wikipedia
      • Actress Suzanne Davis: Accused Model Killer Brian Lee Randone is a Drunk and Woman-Hater
    • Date
      • Passing :- 2009
  4. 48 Hours Mystery Blood And Money 2016
    • Participants
      • Andrew Kissel
      • Robert Kissel
      • Nancy Kissel ( Nancy Keeshin – Wife of Robert Kissel)
      • Carlos Trujillo ( Driver )
      • Leonard Trujillo ( Charles’ cousin )
    •  Video
      • YouTube – Video
    • Story
      • Kissel driver pleads guilty to attempted murder
      • Milkshake Murders
  5. Jocelyn Earnest, Wesley Earnest
    • Participants
      • Jocelyn Earnest
      • Wesley Earnest
      • Shameka Wright
    •  Video
      • Youtube
        • Dateline NBC 2017 Secrets of a Marriage
          Published On :- 2017-April-14th
    • Story
      • Murdering Jocelyn Earnest: A Circumstantial Case
      • Former Chesapeake assistant principal gets life for killing wife
    • Location
      • Pine Bluff, Virginia
    • Dates
      • Deceased :- 2007-Dec-19th
      • Body Found :- 2007-Dec-20th
  6. Theresa Parker, Sam Parker
    • Participants
      • Theresa Parker
      • Sam Parker
    •  Video
      • Dateline Mystery 2017 The Secret
  7. Lesa Buchanan & Dr. Christ Koulis
    • Participants
      • Lesa Buchanan
      • Dr. Christ Koulis ( Lesa’s Boyfriend )
      • Jessie ( Lesa’s Daughter )
    • Video
      • Youtube
        • Dateline 48 Hours Mystery Addicted to Love 2016 New HD Dateline mysteries full episodes
  8. Lauren Meanza, Adriane Insogna, Leslie Mazzara
    • Participants
      • Lauren Meanza
      • Adriane Insogna
      • Leslie Mazzara
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Dateline Mystery August 2017 Nightmare In Napa ( NEW STORY )
          Published  On :- 2017-August-17th
      • CBS
    • Story
      • A surprising killer is unmasked in a double homicide
      • Copple admits guilt in double murder
    • Added On :- 2017-August-23rd
  9. Retha Stratton, Susan Davis
    • Participants
      • Retha Stratton
      • Rona Stratton Smith
      • Lisa Gabbert
      • Susan Davis
      • Laura Barnard
      • Wesley Wayne Miller
    • Videos
      • YouTube
        • Dateline Mystery : NEW STORY In August 2017 – Please WATCH!
          Published On :- 2017-August-24th
    • Stories
      • 48 Hours Dangerous Reunion 03.10.07
  10. Redemption Song on ID
    • Video
      • YouTube
        • The Murder of Natalie Antonetti
          Published On :- 2017-July-20th
  11. Ryan Poston, Shayna Hubers
    • Video
      • CBS
        • Ryan Poston Murder Part 1: Breaking Point
        • Ryan Poston Murder Part 2: Obsessed
        • Murder suspect talks and talks and talks
    • Met on Facebook
  12. Lauren Dunne Astley
    • Video
      • CBS
        • Lauren Astley remembered
          Malcolm Astley and Mary Dunne share memories of their only daughter, Lauren – who was murdered by her ex-boyfriend in a case of breakup violence.
          Published On :- October 25, 2013, 10:14 AM
      • YouTube
        • Published On :- 2017-May-2nd
  13. Bill McLaughlin, Nanette Johnston, Eric Naposki
    • Participants
      • Bill McLaughlin
      • Nanette Johnston
      • Eric Naposki
    • Date
      • Date Incident Occurred :- Dec 15th, 1994
    •  Videos
      • YouTube
        • Dateline NBC 2016 Mystery
          • Show Title :- Murder in the OC
            Published On :- 2017-Jan-1st
    • Location :- Newport Beach, CA
  14. Allen Blackthorne, Sheila Bellush
    • Participants
      • Allen Blackthorne
      • Sheila Bellush
    •  Videos
      • ( Misplaced )
    • Date
      • Incident Date :- Nov 7th,1997
    •  Locations
      • San Antonio, Tex
      • Florida
  15. Heidt Family
    • Participants
      • Philip Heidt ( Patriarch )
      • Linda Heidt ( Matriarch )
      • Carey heidt ( Husband )
        • Robin Heidt ( Carey’s Wife )
        • Craig Heidt  ( Carey’s Older Brother)
        • Chris Heidt  ( Carey’s Brother)
    • Video
      • YouTube
        • ( Misplaced )
          Published :- 2017-July-12th
    •  Story
      • 48 Hours Mystery: Family Affair
        Published On :- 2012-July-13th
      • Craig Heidt gets two consecutive life sentences
      • Robin Heidt accused of threatening new boyfriend’s ex
    • Added On :- 2017-Sept-15th
  16. Col. Russell Williams
    • Col. Russell Williams was a top military commander trusted to fly the queen. Susan Spencer uncovers his secret life of stolen lingerie, sexual assault and murder.
    •  Participants
      • Col. Russell Williams
      • Jessica Lloyd
    • Video
      • YouTube
        • Name, Rank, Serial Rapist
          Published :- 2017-May-3rd
    •  Story
      • Russell Williams (criminal) – Wikipedia
        Published On :- 2012-July-13th
    • Author
      • Tim Appleby
        • A New Kind of Monster: The Secret Life and Chilling Crimes of Colonel Russell Williams
    • Location
      • Tweed, Canada
    • Added On :- 2017-Sept-15th
  17. Lita Sullivan
    • Participants
      • Lita Sullivan
      • James Sullivan ( Jim Sullivan )
      • Sheila Ross
      • Belinda
    •  Videos
      • 48 Hours
      • Youtube
        • Dateline Mystery : A Tale of Love (HOT) – TRUE STORY SEPTEMBER 2017 ★ Please WATCH!
        • Channel :- dateline Mysteries TV
          Published on :- 2017-August-21st
    • Location:-
      • Atlanta, GA
      • Macon, GA
      • Palm Beach, FL


There is a lot of people looking for love and soulmates out there.

Each of us has a responsibility to do periodic inventory and see what we allow and keep in our lives.

Just being alert and aware of the various seasons of life and see where things fit and what things are meant for which season.

Which ones to starve off, which ones to pray out, and which ones to seek intercessory prayers on.

Need is not weak” – Concussion the Movie.


Help ! ( Adam Blai )


  1. Confession
    • Remove relationship with sins
  2. Living within God’s commandments
    • Understanding Urge
    • And getting to the roots
  3. Pray for closeness to God
    • Pray for grace to pray more
    • Pray for grace to come and stay closer to God
  4. Clergy Help
    • Submission
      • Deliverance – Oh God please help me out ( Deprecatory prayer )
    • Confrontation


  1. Forrest Hayes, Alix Tichelman
    • TV Show
      • Sold out a detective
      • Cheapskate
    • USA Today
      • Google exec’s sordid death fodder for ’48 Hours’
        • Turns out having a head for technology doesn’t preclude having a dark side
        • Hayes led a double life, but he’s taking a lot of his secrets to his grave,” says CBS reporter Maureen Maher
        • As for lessons learned about the world of tech, Maher adds only that “from what we heard and saw, it’s not uncommon for people in that high-stress profession to have outlets. And in some cases, you have a lot of money and have no idea how to be social.” ( Link )


Listening to Kenny Rogers, The Gambler

Music :- Link
Lyrics :- Link

Wale, J Cole, No I.D. AND Friendship


Spent most of yesterday locked into my laptop trying to learn something new.

Never far from YouTube or Gossip Columns.

One of the click baits I clicked on is ‘Jay-Z Opens Up About Alleged Feud With Kanye West and Reveals “What Really Hurt” Him‘.

In the segment he brought up “No I.D.”, Ernest Dion Wilson.



Nas, J. Cole, No I.D.

In his track “Let Nas Down“, J. Cole spoke about No I.D. upping the ante …

Dion called me when it dropped, sounded sad but sincere
Told me Nas heard your single and he hate that …
Said, “You the one, yo, why you make that …?”


J. Cole & Wale

In his track “False Prophet”  on the second verse, J. Cole spoke about his good friend, Wale.

I got a homie, he a rapper and he wanna win bad
He want the fame, the acclaim, the respect that’s been had
By all the legends, so every time I see him, he stressin’
Talkin’ ’bout, niggas don’t fuck with him, the shit is depressin’
And I know he so bitter he can’t see his own blessings
Goddamn, nigga, you too blind to see you got fans, nigga
And a platform to make a classic rap song
To change a nigga life, but you too anxious livin’ life
Always worried ’bout the critics who ain’t ever fuckin’ did it
I write what’s in my heart, don’t give a fuck who fuckin’ with it
But in a sense I can relate, the need to be great
Turns into an obsession and keeps a nigga up late
Writin’ words, hopin’ people observe the dedication
That stirs in you constantly, but intentions get blurred


Wale’s Response

I’m on my way to Raleigh so grateful for that inspiration
I’ll see you at the game bro


One way too aggressive nemesis, and these never-ending spells with bipolar depression all, the while progressing
Maybe I mind my business and count my blessings
Be a living testament, a walking embodiment for
Everybody that’s been endlessly tested
And maybe resent the sentiment that they rarely respected
Maybe I mind my business and count my blessings


I’m just gonna get my black ass in this booth, cut loose so I can buy papaya juice for my beautiful black baby
And I love you Zyla, but if this game kills your father
Know we started off as a passenger, put some passion in it
And some non-passive aggressiveness


Just know he toured the world with Ross and gave him his first platinum plaque that he ain’t even had to adlib, rap or even talk on
Nah this Folarin with the art of sad song that TT wrote and bad girl RiRi


While I watch these discount niggas buy their way in with their lay-away effort
And lay waste to the very game I did my best in


Battling my label
One way too aggressive nemesis, and these never-ending spells with bipolar depression all, the while progressing
Maybe I mind my business and count my blessings
Be a living testament, a walking embodiment for
Everybody that’s been endlessly tested
And maybe resent the sentiment that they rarely respected
Maybe I mind my business and count my blessings
Everyday is groundhog’s day
So what you say I anticipate, cause I heard it forever and ever and ever


Ain’t no way in hell the devil gon’ stop my endeavors, yes
Forever underrated ’til Undertaker makes his presence
And as we know, the utmost praise for those who cannot feel it


So maybe I mind my business and provide for my Zyla, her mama and my niggas
And one day buy a house for Big I, Emilola, Roberto, Diane and Jordan
So they can enjoy the journey I’ve endured that’ll probably kill me


I mind my business
I mind my business
Nigga mind your business
And in this dark time, if we don’t find a reason to smile
We ain’t never gon’ shine nigga


J. Cole & Cozz

Look, I never admit it, tryna get my brother acquitted
Yo’ tell the judge I be happy to pay him off if he’s with it
My flesh and blood, hauled off to the cell
I search for heaven as I see him getting lost in this hell
Headed for coffin or jail, to never try is the ultimate fail
But love is wanting more for someone than they want for themselves
Deep, I guess I love a lot
Because the more I do my thang the more I feel the guilt and shame that my brother’s not
Reminisce as we was kids screaming “Fuck a cop”
Guess he took it serious, for me that shit was just for props



  1. Wale
    • Letter Ft. John Mayer
      • YouTube
        Published On :- 2009-oct-26th
    • Groundhog Day
      • YouTube
        Published On :- 2017-Feb-2nd
    • Family Affair
      • “Family Affair” is a music video by Wale that is featured on the upcoming “Inside A Change” Soundtrack. 
      • YouTube
        • Link
          Published On :- 2017-May-26th

Jay Z

The Podcast is title “RAP RADAR / EPISODE 10 – JAY-Z PART 1”.

And, here are some links to the podcast.

  1. jay-z-kanye-west-444-tidal-rap-radar-podcast-interview



Words come in so many different ways.

Some are public, while others are private.

With time we learn whether they are to hold us back.

Or whether they are to encourage us.

Prayerfully don’t mistake words to “Grow On” with ones “To Miss“.

Letting Cole have the last words…

But love is wanting more for someone than they want for themselves



  1. J. Cole
    • J. Cole – Let Nas Down
      • Lyrics
    • False Prophets
      • Lyrics
        • Google Play Music
  2. Wale
    • GroundHog Day
      •  Lyrics
        • Genius
          • Groundhog Day (Poem)
            Genius – Poem
          • Groundhog Day
        • Google Play
  3. J Cole & Wale
    • Wale and J. Cole Hang Out at a Basketball Game Together



Years ago a good friend told me most programmers are writers.

People Blog because someone inspired them.

People sing and rhyme cause they seen someone do it before them.



Role Modeling

Not everyone is able to admit to having role models.

It is good to take note of people digging in, investing life and time to get better and hoping to change along the way.


Living It

From Nas’s Dad travelling to Africa, getting with Fela, and taking the name “Olu Dare“.

To Nas paying tribute to Rakim.

And, J. Cole giving it back on “Let Nas Down“.

Sharing a Birthday and producer with Amy Winehouse, he posthumously went back and collabed on a couple of things.

As he said it, we are born on the same day, her not being here don’t give me a pass.

Btw the date he shares with Amy is Sept 14. And, the producer is Salaam Remi.


  1. Nas & Rakim
    • Nas – U.B.R. (Unauthorized Biography Of Rakim)
      Music video by Nas performing U.B.R. (Unauthorized Biography Of Rakim). (C) 2004 Sony BMG Music Entertainment
      Published on :- 2015-Sept-10th
    • Nas and Rakim Interview
      Published on :- 2015-April-27th
  2. Nas & J. Cole
    • Let Nas Down
      • YouTube
        • J. Cole – Let Nas Down (Extended Remix) ft. Nas
          The transition is at 3:36 but it can’t be heard because both tracks have the same line on the hook. “Long Live The Idols” is the start of the remix.
          Published On :- 2013-June-23
    • Stay
  3. Nas & Amy
    • Nas Talks About His Relationship With Amy Winehouse [Interview]
      Nas sits down and talks about the Life is Good Album which was released in 2012 and How Amy Winehouse ended up on the song ‘Cherry Wine’.
      He talks about how the friendship between them two. R.I.P Amy Winehouse.

      • Video
      • Video
        Published On :- 2103-May-29th
    • Nas Talks Relationship with Amy Winehouse on Big Boy’s Neighborhood
      Published On :- 2012-August-2nd
    • Nas – Cherry Wine (Explicit) ft. Amy Winehouse
      Published On :- 2012-Oct-2nd
  4. Nas & Nore
    • Nore on Ending Nas Beef: First Thing He Said to Me Was ‘Sorry’
      “At the end of the day he was a friend of mines, f**k the music. When you’re friends, and you stop being friends with a person it’s just weird.”
      Published On :- 2015-May-12th




  1. Nas – Cherry Wine
  2. Nas – Unauthorized Biography of Rakim



Nas and Rakim Interview

  1. If we there making songs, let us make songs about things that is important. Dude is important.
    This dude is an Alien.
    Nas about R

Nas – U.B.R. (Unauthorized Biography Of Rakim)

  1. First off, I want to Thank God
    Nuff Said
  2. The unauthorized copy. Dedication to my children, my child
    Destiny Jones. To my niece and nephews, Suree, Malik, Jabari.
    The world is yours. Acknowledgements: First off, I wanna
    Claiming his nephews and nieces as his own
  3. At sixteen, son was watching him, mesmerized
    Respect, not jocking him, was so amazing
  4. Clap to this
    Track from Eric B & Rakim
  5. Discography: Paid In Full, Follow The Leader, Let
    The Rhythm Hit ‘Em, Don’t Sweat The Technique.
    Tracks from Eric B & Rakim

Cherry Wine – Nas & Amy Winehouse

  1. I had to tell homes, I don’t keep a cell phone, my bad
    I drag off the L and try to silence it
  2. The noise in my head, the curse of the talented
    Nas about Mental Illness
  3. Who can be from out the hood or even work for the president
    As long as there’s no selfishness
    Yes, as long as her love for the people is deep rooted and evident
    You can be easily recruited, you’re heaven sent
    Nas about love for the people
  4. I hate when people write me hostile texts
    On account of my lifestyle’s perception
    Invade my personal life out of the question
    What are they expectin’? I be tryin’ to reply and
    They never suppose I get my quiet time in?
    Nas on need for “Quiet Time”

Abacus Federal Savings in Chinatown, New York : SMALL ENOUGH TO JAIL



The story behind the only bank prosecuted after the 2008 financial crisis


After the 2008 financial crisis took millions of investment dollars from Americans, shell shocked financial advisers and briefly turned the country upside down, only one bank was indicted: Abacus Federal Savings in Chinatown, New York — the 2,531st largest bank in the U.S.

Founded by Chinese-American immigrant Thomas Sung in the 1980s, the bank has six branches in three states and primarily serves the Chinese community. Federal prosecutors indicted it in 2009 for mortgage fraud, securities fraud, and conspiracy after it reported to regulators it had discovered a loan officer was laundering money there.

Rather than plead guilty, the Sungs went to court. A new documentary from Oscar-nominated “Hoop Dreams” director Steve James follows the subsequent legal battle, which plays out in the film as a David and Goliath tale of a small bank taking the fall for the financial crisis over an isolated incident with a corrupt loan officer.

“Too big to fail turns into small enough to jail, and Abacus is small enough to jail,” journalist Matt Taibbi says in the film, calling the bank “as easy a target as you could possibly pick.”

With an intimate view of the fight for innocence from a stoic Thomas Sung, his razor sharp daughters (all lawyers), and his fiery wife, it’s clear the film has a sympathetic eye for Abacus as it goes up against the U.S. government, frequently comparing Thomas Sung to George Bailey in his wife’s favorite film, “It’s a Wonderful Life.”

“It seemed clear to us as filmmakers that this bank was the mirror opposite of the big banks,” director Steve James told MarketWatch in a recent interview, noting that the Sungs reported the fraud discovered at the bank themselves. “Yet they were the ones singled out, and it kind of leads one to the conclusion that this was about planting a flag and getting a trophy to be the one prosecutor, since the feds didn’t prosecute any big banks.”

Manhattan District Attorney Cyrus R. Vance Jr. argued that there was fraud widespread enough to warrant an investigation. In May 2012, he announced charges against the bank, two supervisors, and nine former employees — 184 counts including residential mortgage fraud, security fraud, conspiracy, and falsification of business records.

As the film expresses, the indictment put on trial not just the bank itself, but the reputation of Chinese immigrants and the cash culture of Chinatown. As Jill Sung, one of the daughters, notes at one point in the film, many of their members had never used a bank before. Now, with the movie’s premiere in New York on May 19 and the trial two years behind them, her focus has turned back on the bank.

“That is the hardest part, and what I focus on most, to ensure the bank can regain itself and be profitable,” Jill Sung told MarketWatch. “We are a community bank, a minority depository institution, which means we are mission-based to help our community. Any capital we get back we put back into the bank to help our community, so profitability to us is not just about dividends and shareholders — it’s about continuing to be able to do our mission and start being profitable again.”

The film is a celebration of the American dream — as well as a kind of eulogy for the community bank. Since the financial crisis, Jill Sung said not much has changed, though big banks continue to get bigger and community banks are consolidating. With scenes from George Bailey’s ‘Bailey Building and Loan’ woven among modern-day lines of neighbors and family outside Abacus throughout, the film shows something she says is central to their practice and is being lost: community.

“There are a lot of new banks that are creating digital communities, and I think it’s great — you can have a George Bailey of digital banks,” she said. “What’s more concerning is when you have big banks where there is no community, there’s no access, there is no feeling you can talk to anybody if you have a problem. The consumer suffers in the end because they get taken advantage of and have no other choices.”

Abacus was found “not guilty” on all 240 counts after months of deliberation and a hung jury.



Videos – Movies

  1. Abacus: Small Enough to Jail Trailer #1 (2017) | Movieclips Indie
  2. SinoVision English Channel Archives
    • Abacus: small enough to jail
      Abacus Federal Savings Bank is a family-run bank that has served New York’s Chinatown for over three decades. Its services include helping Chinese immigrants obtain loans for homes and small businesses and despite steady its growth, the bank was still only the 2651st largest bank in the country. Facing charges brought by Manhattan District attorney Cyrus Vance Jr, Abacus federal savings bank founder Thomas Sung and his four daughters decided to fight for justice. The legal battle was drawn out over five years and recorded by acclaimed filmmaker Steve James and made into the documentary.
      Published On :- 2017-May-18th
  3. Film Festival
    • Wisconsin
      • Madeline Uranek (left) and Ronnie Hess (right) from Open Doors for Refugees led a post-screening discussion of “Abacus: Small Enough to Jail,” a 2017 Wisconsin Film Festival selection.
  4. Director Steve James on ABACUS: SMALL ENOUGH TO JAIL (2017) – Celluloid Dreams
  5. Abacus: Small Enough to Jail
    Abacus: Small Enough To Jail at IFC Center through June 1…
    Q&A with the Sung family moderated by Ti-Hua Chang


Videos – Law Case

  1. Bloomberg Law
    • Abacus Bank’s Lawyer: Fannie Mae Earned $120M Profit From Us