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- Soft White Underbelly
- Introduction
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- Video #1
Channel:- Soft White Underbelly
Date Published:- 2020-February-22nd
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Faith
2022 – February
- Prostitute interview-Faith
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- Soft White Underbelly interview and a portrait of Faith, a prostitute in South Central Los Angeles.
- Videos
- Video #1
Channel:- Soft White Underbelly
Published On:- 2022-April-3rd
Added On:- 2022-April-3rd
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- Video #1
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Faith
2022 – April
- Pray
- I pray to God that a blessing comes along and saves me
- Dreams
- Do you have dreams of doing something in your life other than this?
- Yes, I do
- I want to
- I used to want to be a lawyer
- I used to want to be a nurse
- Something involving helping people
- I know that I want to be helped
- And, so I have more sympathy towards people in need
- Inclusive
- Children
- Older
- I do not like abuse at all
- If I could be of help, it will be towards children and abused people
- Friends
- I wouldn’t call them friends
- The people that I thought I could trust, have led me wrong
- Children
- I don’t get to see my children
- I miss them a lot though
- Children and Togetherness
- I will love to have them back
- So that we can be a family
- But, I doubt that a man will be involved
- I couldn’t trust men
- Especially, with the level of abuse that I have endured from men
- Love
- How could you say you love somebody but you hurt them so bad
- How could you hurt somebody that you say you love so much
- Loving Relationship
- I have never seen any relationship without abuse
- I came from abusive nature, a very abusive nature
- My family was always very violent
- They did not show they love each other, as much as they say they do
- Love is still something that I am still questioning myself; what it is?
- Abuse – Mother
- My mother is still the same person that she is always been
- I don’t think she will ever change
- She grew up through the same abuse as a child, as well
- Abuse – Self
- You seem to be of the mindset that you can break the cycle
- Yes, I am praying to God that I can
- Life is Unfair
- Do you ever question whether life is unfair?
- Yes. I do
- I question why it is got to be me
- Will the suffering ever be over
- When will the suffering ever end
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