Soft White Underbelly:- Faith ( San Bernardino )

Videos

Introduction

  1. Soft White Underbelly
    • Introduction
      • Videos
        • Video #1
          Channel:- Soft White Underbelly
          Date Published:- 2020-February-22nd
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Stories

Faith

2022 – February

  1. Prostitute interview-Faith
    • Profile
      • Soft White Underbelly interview and a portrait of Faith, a prostitute in South Central Los Angeles.
    • Videos
      • Video #1
        Channel:- Soft White Underbelly
        Published On:- 2022-April-3rd
        Added On:- 2022-April-3rd
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Transcript

Faith

2022 – April

  1. Pray
    • I pray to God that a blessing comes along and saves me
  2. Dreams
    • Do you have dreams of doing something in your life other than this?
    • Yes, I do
    • I want to
      • I used to want to be a lawyer
      • I used to want to be a nurse
    • Something involving helping people
    • I know that I want to be helped
    • And, so I have more sympathy towards people in need
    • Inclusive
      • Children
      • Older
    • I do not like abuse at all
    • If I could be of help, it will be towards children and abused people
  3. Friends
    • I wouldn’t call them friends
    • The people that I thought I could trust, have led me wrong
  4. Children
    • I don’t get to see my children
    • I miss them a lot though
  5. Children and Togetherness
    • I will love to have them back
    • So that we can be a family
    • But, I doubt that a man will be involved
    • I couldn’t trust men
    • Especially, will the level of abuse that I have endured from men
  6. Love
    • How could you say you love somebody but you hurt them so bad
    • How could you hurt somebody that you say you love so much
  7. Loving Relationship
    • I have never seen any relationship without abuse
    • I came from abusive nature, a very abusive nature
    • My family was always very violent
    • They did not show they love each other, as much as they say they do
    • Love is still something that I am still questioning myself; what it is?
  8. Abuse – Mother
    • My mother is still the same person that she is always been
    • I don’t think she will ever change
    • She grew up through the same abuse as a child, as well
  9. Abuse – Self
    • You seem to be of the mindset that you can break the cycle
    • Yes, I am praying to God that I can
  10. Life is Unfair
    • Do you ever question whether life is unfair?
    • Yes. I do
    • I question why it is got to be me
    • Will the suffering ever be over
    • When will the suffering ever end

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