Shared Moments with Justus – 2022 – March

Background

Once again this is a recommended YouTube video.

Videos

  1. Princess Lina
    • How I negotiated with a rapişt
      • Videos
        • How I negotiated with a rapişt
          Channel:- Shared Moments with Justus
          Published On:- 2022-February-9th
          Date Added:- 2022-March-6th
          Link
      • Participants
        • Lina
          • Email:- princess340@gmail.com

Scripture

How I negotiated with a rapişt

  1. Isaiah 1:18 – Meaningless Offerings ( Link )
    • 17 Learn to do right; seek justice and correct the oppressor. Defend the fatherless and plead the case of the widow.
      18 Come now, let us reason together,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they will be as white as snow; though they are as red as crimson, they will become like wool.
      19 If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best of the land.…
  2. James 1:27 – Hearing and Doing ( Link )
    • 26 If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not bridle his tongue, he deceives his heart and his religion is worthless.
      27 Pure and undefiled religion before our God and Father is this: to care for orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

 

Transcript

How I negotiated with a rapişt

  1. Suicide Idealization
    • Twice I attempted suicide as the noise on my head was too much
  2. Al-Shabaab ( Islam – Organization – Insurgent )
    • I told God I was done with him
    • I am going to join Al-Shabaab
    • I am going to be a suicide bomber
    • The first victim with be Moses and his family
    • If I was to die, I will die
  3. God and I ( Segment 1:20:00 )
    • Brian
      • I call Brian
      • I said Brian you have been praying for me
      • You prayed long
      • The relationship between God and I have been cut
      • Not that he cut it, but I cut it
      • I have chosen the other direction
      • He said
        • I have been praying for you
        • “Give me three days, I will pray and I will fast”
      • I said
        • I said, the days are for you and not for me
      • I said
        • If this noise does not stop, I am done
      • Finally
        • Some peace
        • And, I slept
    • Elder Masese
      • Suicide
        • Confessed to having attempted suicide on his own
      • Elder Masese said
        • Leave her alone
        • Let her have her time with God
        • If she wants to be angry, let her be angry
        • Do not say anything to her
        • On the other hand, if you want to pray to God, you go and pray to God, on your own
      • Financial Hardship
        • I know you do not have a job
        • It is Covid Season
        • Things must be really hard for you
        • I don’t have much, but the little bit I have, I will leave some for you
      • Disclosure
        • I did not tell him that I needed money
        • But, outside of my business, I was only making it due to my brother’s help
      • Friend
        • Through the elder’s dialogue, I learned that God is a friend
        • And, that I can really tell God what I want
        • During this time, I really did not want to tell my brothers that I had not paid my rent
        • The government owed me some money
  4. God
    • Spoke to God Directly
      • God is a friend to the widow and the fatherless ( James 1:27 )
      • I spoke to God directly
      • I said to him
        • I wanted to die, but I did not die
        • I wanted to join Al-Shabaab, but I did not do so
        • I spent all my money taking care of my husband, Moses, and his family
        • God, you are my husband
        • You have to take care of me
        • I have not paid my rents
        • I have rents due in two places
          • The home that I live in
          • The shop that I use for business
    • Government
      • That same week, the Government paid me
    • Dreadlocks
      • I used to wear deadlocks
      • The dreads were down to my waist
      • Believe me when the devil decides to attack you
        • His attack is to cause you to curse God and Die
        • In the middle of all the emotional and psychological damage, as I was mopping the floor, I sustained a wound in my head from the door
        • The wound in my head was deep and I had to cut off all my hair
  5. Encourage
    • This is to encourage that young lady
    • This is to speak to that young lady that was rapped
    • I was rapped and the young therapist asked me whether “I feel somewhat responsible
    • That God, for my sister-in-law, who rushed over to console me
    • Male Fraternity
      • If I, in my forties, went through rape and here I have to live through it
      • What about a 3 years old girl?
      • That was defiled by her brother, uncle, her stepfather
      • Do you people really think
      • Men stop raping us
      • My president clean up the system
      • When you have clean systems, all these crimes will reduce

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