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1. Princess Lina
   • How I negotiated with a rapişt
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       • How I negotiated with a rapişt
         Channel:- Shared Moments with Justus
         Published On:- 2022-February-9th
         Date Added:- 2022-March-6th
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How I negotiated with a rapişt

1. Isaiah 1:18 – Meaningless Offerings ( Link )
   • …¹⁷ Learn to do right; seek justice and correct the oppressor. Defend the fatherless and plead the case of the widow.
     ¹⁸ “Come now, let us reason together,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they will be as white as snow; though they are as red as crimson, they will become like wool.
     ¹⁹ If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best of the land.…
2. James 1:27 – Hearing and Doing ( Link )
   • …²⁶ If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not bridle his tongue, he deceives his heart and his religion is worthless.
     ²⁷ Pure and undefiled religion before our God and Father is this: to care for orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Transcript

How I negotiated with a rapişt

1. Suicide Idealization
   • Twice I attempted suicide as the noise on my head was too much
2. Al-Shabaab ( Islam – Organization – Insurgent )
   • I told God I was done with him
   • I am going to join Al-Shabaab
   • I am going to be a suicide bomber
   • The first victim with be Moses and his family
   • If I was to die, I will die
3. God and I ( Segment 1:20:00 )
   • Brian
     • I call Brian
     • I said Brian you have been praying for me
     • You prayed long
     • The relationship between God and I have been cut
     • Not that he cut it, but I cut it
     • I have chosen the other direction
     • He said
       • I have been praying for you
       • “Give me three days, I will pray and I will fast”
     • I said
       • I said, the days are for you and not for me
     • I said
       • If this noise does not stop, I am done
     • Finally
       • Some peace
       • And, I slept
   • Elder Masese
     • Suicide
       • Confessed to having attempted suicide on his own
     • Elder Masese said
       • Leave her alone
       • Let her have her time with God
       • If she wants to be angry, let her be angry
       • Do not say anything to her
       • On the other hand, if you want to pray to God, you go and pray to God, on your own
     • Financial Hardship
       • I know you do not have a job
       • It is Covid Season
       • Things must be really hard for you
       • I don’t have much, but the little bit I have, I will leave some for you
     • Disclosure
       • I did not tell him that I needed money
       • But, outside of my business, I was only making it due to my brother’s help
     • Friend
       • Through the elder’s dialogue, I learned that God is a friend
       • And, that I can really tell God what I want
       • During this time, I really did not want to tell my brothers that I had not paid my rent
       • The government owed me some money
4. God
   • Spoke to God Directly
     • God is a friend to the widow and the fatherless ( James 1:27 )
     • I spoke to God directly
     • I said to him
       • I wanted to die, but I did not die
       • I wanted to join Al-Shabaab, but I did not do so
       • I spent all my money taking care of my husband, Moses, and his family
       • God, you are my husband
       • You have to take care of me
       • I have not paid my rents
       • I have rents due in two places
         • The home that I live in
         • The shop that I use for business
   • Government
     • That same week, the Government paid me
   • Dreadlocks
     • I used to wear deadlocks
     • The dreads were down to my waist
     • Believe me when the devil decides to attack you
       • His attack is to cause you to curse God and Die
       • In the middle of all the emotional and psychological damage, as I was mopping the floor, I sustained a wound in my head from the door
       • The wound in my head was deep and I had to cut off all my hair
5. Encourage
   • This is to encourage that young lady
   • This is to speak to that young lady that was rapped
   • I was rapped and the young therapist asked me whether “I feel somewhat responsible“
   • That God, for my sister-in-law, who rushed over to console me
   • Male Fraternity
     • If I, in my forties, went through rape and here I have to live through it
     • What about a 3 years old girl?
     • That was defiled by her brother, uncle, her stepfather
     • Do you people really think
     • Men stop raping us
     • My president clean up the system
     • When you have clean systems, all these crimes will reduce