Going Through It

Yesterday, spoke to my little sister K.

We went over so much.

I want to share some of it.

 

Outline

1. Naturalist
   • Context
2. Friends
   • Best Friend
     • Husband Angle
     • Line Between Husband, Lovers, And Best Friends
     • Selling
3. Young Ones
   • Difference
   • Grow
4. In Her Feelings
   • Feel Myself
5. Talking to Someone
6. Daughter Sleep
7. Testimonial

 

Naturalist

Context

She is getting to be a naturalist.

I am sure I got the word wrong.

But, it is not what she calls it that matter.

It is her explanation.

Her expression of it.

Her context.

 

Friends

Best Friend

Husband Angle

I asked about her best friend, A.

She said they don’t talk as much as they used to.

Furthering, she said she snuck up on her husband.

Went out with him.

And, opened her up to him.

 

Line Between Husband, Lovers, And Best Friends

For most women, there is a line between husbands, lovers, and best friends.

It is not always a line that others can flow in and out.

 

Selling

As my Sister sees it:-

If you are my friend

And, I open to you

In ways, I don’t open to others

Then it is going to hurt me if you use those same words to trade on

Selling me and my words to huddle and close up

 

Young Ones

Difference

She got two young ones

And, they need her

Deserve her

Deserving of her

 

Spring

Here she goes taking from them

To hopefully make someone else’s life a bit better

 

Traded On

Yet, she gets traded on

Spitted on

Spoken On

 

Grow

She be, I don’t need really need you

I will take my time

Take my bad

Rinse It

Wash it out a bit to grow my young ones

 

In Her Feelings

 

Feeling Myself

She a young lady

She going to feel herself

Smell herself

Be like why am I feeling this way

Why am I smelling this way

Why am low on energy

 

Talking To Someone

So family, when you ever you know God is talking to someone

Please draw close to that someone

Make sure she is encouraged

Make sure her read is accurate and depth

Whatever the enemy may put in her path to cross and doubt her

Help remove and uproot it

God’s words is too valuable to left unsure

 

Daughter Sleep

By the time we got through it

It was bedtime

Heard her daughter through the phone making out little words

Something about bedtime

She had her daughter climb and rest on her chest

To sleep beautifully and bountifully

Calmly

I knew it was well worth it

Clearly, best five Hours of Spoken Words

Daughter knowing her mum was good enough to get slept on

 

Testimonial

So fam

Next time you are preying on something you ain’t pose to prey on

Next time you are paying on something you ain’t pose to pay on

Next time you are trading on something you ain’t pose to trade on

Ask God to send you someone that transcends your time and toil

 

 

Dedicating

Dedicating to all those locked in the system.

All my brothers and sisters doing time

For and due to addiction

Please know someone is out here still praying and hoping for ya

Living off all you gave and giving them; even in your ‘away‘ time

 

Remember

When you fini give up

Run it back…

She God’s Daughter
Someone’s grand-daughter
Someone’s Daughter
Someone’s Sista
Someone’s Mother
Someone’s Aunty

 

Listening

Videos

1. J. Cole
   • J. Cole – Snow On Tha Bluff (Official Audio)
     Link
2. Wale
   • Wale – Groundhog Day
     • Videos
       • Wale – Groundhog Day [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]
         Date Published:- 2017-February-7th
         Date Added:- 2020-August-12th
         Link
3. Jadakiss
   • The LOX – Chest 2 Chest (Freestyle)
     • Videos
       • Video #1
         Channel:- TheIronSifu
         Date Published:- 2011-November-28th
         Date Added:- 2021-August-11th
         Link
   • THE 2 LOX FREESTYLES That KILLED DIPSET VERZUZ
     • Videos
       • Video #1
         Channel:- Local Black Biz
         Date Published:- 2020-August-3rd
         Date Added:- 2021-August-11th
         Date Demoted:- 2021-October-14th
         Link

Lyrics

1. J. Cole
   • J. Cole – Snow On Tha Bluff
     Link
2. The LOX
   • The LOX – Chest 2 Chest
     Link

Tidbit

The Lox

What does the Lox Stand for

What does the Lox Stand for?

Living off Experience