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- Soft White Underbelly
- Introduction
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- Video #1
Channel:- Soft White Underbelly
Date Published:- 2020-February-22nd
Date Added:- 2021-March-7th
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- Prostitute interview-Selena
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- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Selena, a prostitute on Figueroa Street in South Los Angeles.
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- Video #1
Channel:- Soft White Underbelly
Date Published:- 2021-March-20th
Date Added:- 2021-March-20th
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- Selena (follow up)
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- Here’s a link to Selena’s first video: https://youtu.be/ZHrY2t3tmiQ
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- Video #1
Channel:- Soft White Underbelly
Date Published:- 2021-July-13th
Date Added:- 2021-July-13th
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Transcripts
Prostitute interview-Selena
- Pimp Life
- The game is to be sold, not told
- You come with nothing, you leave with nothing
- You choose to be down on them and their crown
- Materialistic stuff
- Then you get to live in their mansion
- Wish I could have written a book
- Bottom bitch
- Top Tier million dollar bitch
- Go out there with the energy you carry
- Call Me
- Out of pocket faggot
- Ask him to put me down
- Get on e pills
- with meths in it
- Lose a lot of weight
- put crystals in it
- put meths in it
- Stuck
- No one to give me money
- Find and spot me out there
- Out of state/Out of city
- Fund
- Cashapp
- No cashapp
- Greyhound
- Someone to get me a greyhound ticket
- Plane
- Plane ticket
- Go back
- They know how to take care of you
- How to shut you up
- Missing pieces that I have to deal with it from being in the game
- I will feel guilty if I speak on it
- Everything leads to a different topic
- Different Story
- Why this happens
- Why that happened
- Heal
- Ready to heal
- And, deal with the trauma that I dealt with on the streets
- with the tricks
- And, the domestic violence with the pimp
- Losing my mum
- And, losing my best friend
- Time
- In this game, time flies
- You don’t have time to think of loses
- If I have to go catch a date and get my mind of off things, I feel a need to do that
- Drugs Addiction
- If I stop taking the perc pills
- It is not even percs, it is fentanyl
- You are sniffing fentanyl
- It is the worst drug, second to heroin
- It is the worst drug you can get on
- Get out of the game
- Money
- Made about $50 to 60K in 2 years
- To me, that is a lot of money
- Education
- Dropped out of school
- Friends
- Square
- I have one friend, but she is a square
- Got me a room
- Or food to eat
- Clothes on my back
- Not time
- Not in the mood
- Don’t have the energy to open up to somebody
- So much I want to get off my chest
- Square
- Raised
- I was not raised in this lifestyle
- It took a lot for me to get comfortable with it
- Respect
- I had to be trained to respect this game
- Raised
- I think about how my mum raised me
- The spiritual woman she was
- Gospel
- How my mum will sing to me certain Gospel songs
- God
- My relationship with God has been tested
- Mum
- when I get out of this, it will finally hit me that I don’t have a mum anymore
- Mark, The Photographer
- Ripe
- Ripe for being picked again by another guy
- Response
- Family Relationship and Life Insurance
- One of my sisters asked to put me if she can place me on life insurance
- Cries
- Cries to me
- How she is scared that I will be left on the back streets
- Raped, naked, and dead
- There are times that I felt like that is what is going to happen
- Anger
- That is why I started to get angry
- These pimps are not on these dates with us
- They don’t get in the car with us
- When you don’t know if someone will inject you with some horse tranquilizer
- Rape drug
- They call it a date rape drug
- More than sex
- Some of these tricks
- Get arouse with torture
- Get arouse with Power
- Some of these tricks
- Pimp
- What are we paying you for
- These little games that you tell us
- will get us killed
- left somewhere we don’t want to be
- Street Life
- The people that got rich of off this, don’t have to come back to this
- And, then there are some people that want to be on the streets
- They like being out here
- They feel like that is where their spirit is
- That is where their soul is, attached to their pimping
- Attach to their game
- Believing in a “Game God“
- I believe in one God and that is the same God I need to get right with, but I feel I am stuck
- Mum
- I don’t have a mum
- And, that is who was there for everything
- My mum still loved me
- Family
- My family, on the other hand, is so good at holding grudges
- They don’t believe in letting go of things
- They hold on to it
- They go on and on
- And, I wish I just go back and hear my mum say “I forgive you“
- And, get that closure
- Family Relationship and Life Insurance
- Ripe
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