Background

I wanted to write to do a straight arrow write-up on love.

But, God laid a different burden on me through a restless night.

Conviction

And, so out of a conviction let us go with God.

Last Night

Last Night was just a bit tired.

Things carried over from last week and the weekend.

And, so needed a woman’s love.

Texted Wifey and we spoke about future plans.

I hurried her far more than I should have.

I dishonored her.

God & His Daughters

Family, there is a side of God that is not one, one wants to see often.

And, that side is how he feels when his daughters are dishonored and not cared for.

I know Christ says somewhere “Let the Children come to me“.

But, family there are many times he covered over women, showed himself first to women, went out of his way to un-burden women, as well.

Famine

It is either God’s famine.

That is, his stay away from me.

Or my fasting, arresting and dealing with the bad in me.

Experiences

Thank Goodness I have mine and others experiences to fence me in :-

1. Mother
   • Push Over
     • I just hope your Dad will deal with those that bother him, he allows himself to be rided all day.  Then comes home and takes it out on me
   • Womanizers
     • Saying to me, “My brothers are womanizers.  They allowed women to take care of them all their lives.  I am a woman. I have had enough of that.  
     • Let me tell you now, I will not take it from you“
   • Part Ways
     • If it has to be, we will part ways over it
2. My Brother, Beni
   • Good Girl
     • My wife’s friend, she is a good girl
     • But, if I were to introduce you to her and you do her wrong
     • I will not, never forgive you
   • Apology
     • Can you help me apologize to this girl?
     • No, I am done apologizing
3. My brother Meridith
   • Made plenty of room for me
4. My Brother Joe Ellick
   • Upon hearing wife is not well
     • Yo, I got to leave work and go see about her
     • It means driving down South.
     • It don’t matter, I gotta do it
     • That is my heart there
     • That is all of me
5. Damon Thompson
   • With Order comes Glory

Fasting

Lord, Call a fasting on me and my ways.

Listening

1. Dave Loggins
   • Pieces of April
     • Dave Loggins – Pieces Of April – [STEREO]
       Channel :- MusicMike’s “Flashback Favorites”
       Published On :- 2009-August-8th
       Link
2. Kenny Chesney
   • Please Come to Boston
     • Kenny Chesney 07 Please Come To Boston {Live Tennesse Homecoming} TL IMV
       Published On :- 2011-Sept-27th
       Link
   • Who You’d Be Today
     • Kenny Chesney – Who You’d Be Today
       Channel :-  Kenny Chesney
       Published On :- 2009-November-23rd
       Link

 

Lyrics

Dave Loggins

Pieces of April

April gave us springtime and the promise of the flowers
And the feeling that we both shared and the love that we called ours
We had no time for sadness, that’s a road we each had crossed
We were living a time meant for us, and even when it would rain
we would laugh it off.

Please come to Boston

Please come to Boston for the Springtime
I’m stayin’ here with some friends and they’ve got lots of room
You can sell your paintings on the sidewalk
By a café where I hope to be workin’ soon
Please come to Boston

Now this drifter’s world goes ’round and ’round
And I doubt that it’s ever gonna stop
But of all the dreams I’ve lost or found
And all that I ain’t got
I still need to lean to
Somebody I can sing to

Please come to LA to live forever
California life alone is just too hard to build
I live in a house that looks out over the ocean
And there’s some stars that fell from the sky